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I am crazily doing stupid stuff. I have high pitch laughter. I can cry in 10sec. I have a man character.



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The one I saw
Tuesday, June 02, 200910:48
On Sunday, met baby and char for dinner at bugis.
So nice of baby to come from his work place which is at kallang.. all the way to my home which is at bt batok to fetch me for dinner just because i tell him i'm hungry. He's great.
After dinner, baby have to rush back to work.
so left char and i. we sit there crap abit then head to shop for baby's clothes. and I bought him 2 T from Praise, 1 Polo and Long sleeve from Topman. Price is reasonable. Then char and i began to crap again. until baby knock off.



We went around looking for AndyLWL & gf because that Hotel 81 is so established that there re too many of them and we don't know where are they.
Finally found them, head down to Cine as they are going for movie.
Char, baby and I then went to bt timah.. expecting some place to chill but ended up at the prata place again. But now I know.. Liquids Cafe! hahaha.

As usual, crap abit and went home.



It was a horrible night because i only fell asleep at like 5am.
Its like the old feeling and the old noises that made me think of so many things when my heart finally softens. When I realised and ask them to shut up because i want to sleep. I suddenly saw a bright light. so bright that i couldn't open my eyes. I closed them tight thinking that it would be darker. but it got brighter when my room was so dark. Then I saw a man wearing suit in his back view. I started asking in my mind. who are you. who are you. who are you. are you good or evil? That man then turned around to his side view but it was so bright that i couldn't see his face. I could only see moustache on his chin, his eyes was so bright and i couldn't see. Then sombody shouted Jesus and he's gone. Then it became dark as usual. I tried looking for him again. but I can't find him anymore. My room became quiet again and i fell asleep.

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Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Friday, September 19, 200813:51
Remember the quiz I did ...
One of the questions was
"Why are you best friends with your best friend?"

Because we have common points but not too common.
hahahah!
We like the same kind of shoes
We like same kind of dress
We're innovative
She's Drama, I Sing
She draw designs, I draw people
She has abundance of papers, I have abundance of plastics
We use A Solution, skincare
We use Walch, bodywash
We use VonU, shampoo

VonU
value on you

Refreshing Age Shampoo
Age Management
Removes excess oil and provides a
refreshing texture to the hair & scalp
For oily hair & scalp

Special features:
  • The excellent effect of sebum control and astringency of 'CAVIAR EXTRACT' restores oily and drooping hair and scalp to a clean and volume hair and scalp
  • The formulation enriched with 'nano platinum' prevents dryness of scalp and controls the sebum and dandruff secretion keeping the scalp healthy and clean
  • Provides refreshment through the cooling effect.
  • The concentration of 'biosaccharide gum - 4' forms a protective film to hair and scalp to protect from pollution and excess sunlight.

VonU
value on you
REFRESHING AGE
CONDITIONER

Age Management
Provides a refreshing texture and
moisture, softness to the hair
For oily hair

Special features
  • The excellent effect of sebum control and astringency of 'CAVIAR EXTRACT' restores oily and drooping hair and scalp to a clean and volume hair and scalp.
  • The amino acid and omega-3 of 'CAVIAR EXTRACT' provide nutrition and moisture to crispy and dry hair leaving it healthy and lustrous.
  • The concentration of 'biosaccharide gum - 4' forms a protective film to hair and scalp to protect from pollution and excess sunlight.
  • The formulation enriched with 'nano platinum' improves the balance between moisture and oil in damage due to stress.
VonU is a Korean brand, with the CAVIAR series treatment solves every bad hair day.
Personally, I think its very good. It gives you a refreshing feeling after you use the shampoo and it would last me the whole day without feeling a bit oily. Now, my hair gives a healthy shine but not oil, look healthier, softer more volume. It comes best with the conditioner.

Most shampoo brands in the market cannot balance the moisture between hair and scalp.
Most shampoo for oily scalp will clear excess oil on your scalp, at the same time it dries your hair.
It definitely feels different!

There is also VonU for normal hair ...
Will post up details soon.


If you're interested in this shampoo, do contact me.
It is sold at Bishan. Exact address will post in the next entry.
It cost $24 each for both shampoo and conditioner.

WE'RE PERFECT COMBINATION

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Stable career VS Passion?
Monday, July 14, 200814:20
Yesterday was a long long day. was scare awake at 10am. ahhaha. I was supposed to reach church at 11am . Rushed like hell and thankfully I was only 10mins late. wahhahha.
How I wish I have a teleport. Then I don't have to always waste time waiting for cabs. hahah.

okay, i think the atmosphere of both service 1 and service 4 was great. I begin to really enjoy in choir. hahaha. There's just a huge sense of satisfactory when people come and tell me that the atmosphere was great. hahah!!


Had a talk with Veracia on Sat. She said that before she went poly, she thought that she wanted a normal diploma to secure herself so she took IT in poly. To her, you don't need any cert in drama so she did not pursue a course that is related to drama. she planned that after poly, work for 2 years and off she go to pursue drama. She's out of poly and now she just happen to be a marketing manager and holds a share in a company. So the question is how can she give up the achievements after 2 years in her company and pursue her passion?

So my question is should I pursue a music related qualification? or should I take up a normal course to secure myself?

A: take up music related course (Passion)

B: take up a normal course (preferbly business related, Note: its a course i'm interested in)


A: you should pursue your passion

B: you should take a normal course and take up part-time class for music

A: take that normal course for what?

B: to secure yourself. its unrealistic to study music in Singapore

A: But its my passion. Don't be so kia si lar

B: its not kia si. its survival skills

A: yeah, its kia si what.

B: but you still got to survive. what can you do with a music related qulification? how much can you earn?

A: It doesn't really matter. Its my passion. if i take up a normal course, no matter what I'll be half-hearted because i know one day I'm gonna leave this aspect. but if i take up a music related course, I'll be left with no choice but to work very very hard. Let's say I'm not half hearted in the normal course, i graduate and work in that aspect. then how on earth am I gonna get into the music line? and how long will that take?

B: What if you fail even if you work very hard? Since its your passion, i'm sure you're willing to wait right? If you don't have a stable job, stable salary, how are you gonna pursue your passion?

A: At least I've tried. Even if at the end of the day I fail, I've tried my best. Isn't it a blessing to have the courage to pursue your dream? I believe even if I can't achieve what I really want to, I will still remain in this line which I'm sure I'll love it. Yes, money is a very important issue. But there's a will there's a way. Money is never a worry for me. Can you guarantee that the normal course can secure me with a good paid job?

B: Because you're young. you don't know how important and how hard money is earned. I can't guarantee but at least the chance is higher than music stuff.

A: Yeah, I'm young. That's why i can afford to pursue the dream. I can always start over again.

This is that kind of debate I always do. with who? hahah.. Probably my left brain with my right brain. Or rather my mind with my heart. haha. Yeah myself. I would probably think of every possible scenario. All possible scenarios are at the extreme. I just wonder why Singaporean cannot accept art? Risky? What about faith in God?

To all faithful readers, please tell me do you agree with A or B. comment about it if you have a different view. hahaha!

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Complete no voice!
Wednesday, May 21, 200813:02
I didn't go to school today due to the lost of voice. It was so terrible that I couldn't sleep the whole night. ok, its not completely because of that though. But anyway, my throat is quite severe. I cannot even talk, you see. And when I try to talk forcefully, it sounded very manly. Oh man! I hate this! I'm such a talkative and sing-ative person, how can I lose my voice?
How am I gonna go for vocal on Friday?
How am I gonna go for choir on Saturday?
How am I gonna talk on phone late night?
How am I gonna express my amusement?
How am I gonna pray?
How am I gonna praise God?

I felt like a mute. ROBERT :(
hahahah!!

okok, recently I'm really sick of people who cannot speak and use proper English. I mean yes, we all can't use perfect English but these people (notice: these, its plural) they like to use profound words but with obvious grammar errors. Which means, they use but cannot use it correctly. That doesn't help in major exams, in fact it deteriorates. And for goodness sake, some speak real broken English (real broken) that I cannot even understand. (I is, she are, they is) Furthermore, they think that have good English standard. What is this? The thing is, they're old enough to know all this.

I don't mean that I can use perfect English but I just feel very uncomfortable when people can't get simple grammars right. It just doesn't sound right.

Special thanks to MR.Royston.
It definitely help in some ways.
All in all, thank you for your time.
And stop calling me RNO.ZHMS!
hahahha.

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healthy swims
Thursday, May 15, 200802:19
hahahah!!! Have been very healthy recently. I went swimming on monday. I went swimming on tuesday. I went swimming on wednesday. hahhh!!
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Met up with queena just now at town. We went to wisma's food republic for dinner after she thread her brows. I ate ma-la-you-mian, she ate suan-la-ban-mian, cheng-teng and we shared rojak which cost $4. hahaha! Man! I remembered eating $2 rojak at coffeeshop with the same portion in the past. and its twice the price now? goodness! We then went to kino as she wanted to see her mag. yea, talk about mag! Its 15 may and I haven't get my herworld. I better get it soon before the next issue comes out!

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I'm so proud of myself because I swam many laps at tiffany's house. Her pool is beautiful! We wanted some sauna but the sauna was spoilt. too bad~ Her mum's cooking was good. Had salmon baked rice for dinner. its was delicious!! hahaha!!
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I swam 10 laps on tuesday and 2-1/2 laps today due to time constraint. I met queena 630am this morning. 630am! hahahha! but yea, if you know we'll be a little late. so we only swam awhile and went to shower. The cubicle is terrible. It stinks and there're lots of fly!!! The worst is all the cubicle are in the same condition!!! darn sick. I wonder how often do they clean the toilets. and the water flow is especially small. Gosh! Yea, Its my last time there, Jurong East Swimming Complex. I got to lodge a complain soon!
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As required from Queena: They're my friends!


yea, that taiwan guy got a gf today. from JB. hahahha! royston, don't be mean. hahahah!!!

Oh gosh. I can't stop laughing at this. Royston says its my nature. hahahah! its so ugly can! Royston! you must be banned!!! and please don't reveal its name. hahaha!

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Laughs ...
Saturday, May 10, 200802:31
hahhaha!!! Went for POA revision today. and after revision, that person who was teaching me as i promised not to mention his name did a very very random thing!! hahahah!!!
It made me laugh my lungs out to the space. hahahah!!!


He was just so random. Mothers' Day ... hahaha!

and then he tried to duplicate the swan or whatever bird is it with his hands

See, the results... probably 20% alike. hahaaha

Man!!! this is where i laugh my lungs out. oh man! Its very funny right?

Yea, I kept my promise that i will not reveal your name. hahahah!!!

yea, and in the end so environmental unfriendly.

hahaha!! I was chatting with Royston and we were talking about taiwan guys. So he drew this said, they're geeky, nerdy, skinny. Look like them right? How talented. hahahah

Went for vocals after revision. HuanJie was a little moody today, said Regina. Unsure of the reason. But anyway, it fun today! hahaha! More pratas gathering after class!!!!! Yeah!!!

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exams
Monday, May 05, 200820:50
Today's paper was terrible! Really terrible!
Tomorrow is POA. argh!!! MCQ is a killer.
sigh ...

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my secrets
Sunday, May 04, 200812:37
  1. I don't use stove

  2. All fresh ingredients from market not supermarket

  3. Practice makes perfect

I love to cook and I don't like to eat out. Most of the time I will cook my own breakfast and dinner, yea. hahhaha! Its fun and there's sense of satisfaction. Just like I like to cook and bring it to school. Today, I finally succeeded this kind of porridge by trial and error. I just kind of miss it when my grandmother always cook this when I was young. Of course at that time is without the salted egg. Yes, salted egg is very unhealthy. Anyway, I ate that everyday before I go to school when I was young. hahaha!

I could only cook the teochew style of porridge. This is kind of a challenge for me because you must add the right amount of water, stir at the right timing, add ingredients at the right timing and keep stirring it before it end so that it will not burn. The teochew style one is very fast and easy. You can put how much water you like as long as its not too little. Just stir abit at the beginning and leave it there for 17 minutes. As you can see my cooker can set time, so its very easy.

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exams again
Monday, April 28, 200823:51
Studying late at night again. I hope I won't fall asleep tomorrow during my paper. Man! I really don't like exams! Its like brain bursting can! I had a bad insomnia last night and I hope I won't have it today. Yes been longing for a good night sleep which i missed it for quite awhile. Probably due to exams. Why is it that some people seemed so relax during exams? Like seth? can play soccer somemore. hahaha!
How would I even do well this time?

Sometimes I feel that, its better not to know certain people too well. Its really sick to know their tricks. hahahah!!

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Dog response better
Sunday, April 27, 200821:58

I'm back! hee ... stressed ok! Exams time.

Anyway, I seriously don't wish to pollute this place because of some irritating fellow! I really wonder which word of which post is it that I spelt incorrectly. And the thing is, what's wrong with typing A WORD wrongly? That doesn't mean that my english is poor. The worse thing is, the person who said my english was poor has weaker english than me. Much weaker! Well, I'm not saying that I use perfect english but at least I use and speak proper english which he don't or rather can't. Someone who can't even spell the word "PRONOUNCE" ! Hello!! Who is he to even criticise me? And completely no right to criticise my friend. Her highest qualification is PSLE and highest level is Sec 1NA. And she had not touched books and words for 2 to 3 years. It is understandable for her not to be able to remember the word pronounce, isn't it? Didn't he had his N level? Its really amusing right?

Something more hilarious. There was once, this same person text me early morning Randomly and say "hey, your place there raining. Becareful when you go school." But hey! All humankind whom I know, knows that my dad sends me to school. Well, I ignored though. The thing that made me did not know to laugh or to be pissed was at that same night, he text me again to ask me "hey, this morning your place there raining right?" I replied, "Obviously, why?." He said,"No la, doubt lo" HEY!!! I really wonder if he even understand the word "doubt"! What is there to doubt about raining? Man! He's like dim-witted! Always say things that doesn't make sense at all.

That day, he even text my friend and say "You also not cute, not pretty. why so many people jio(go after) you?" Oh, please! I thought he was just rejected by her. And he asked her if he has chance the next day. Is this cheap or shameful or too desperate? SICKED!!!

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Give me a break!
Friday, April 11, 200822:05
Its 2008 and I find people still pondering over their past.
hahaha. I know its normal. But its rather abnormal when you are pondering over it for years. What you think is not what I think. I'm not trying to be ironic but its really right to leave you. hahaha. Well, why are you still not moving on? Sometimes, I just feel theres some problem with your values. Life is not about "see how it goes first", "think about it later". Face reality, dude!

Come on ... Do you think there is still a possibility?
hahahha!
Yea, so stop telling me some unusual stuffs.
hahhaha.. thanks

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15:38
Its been a long week.
Aspire aspire and aspire. study study study...
Went for CGM yesterday as usual at Kexin's place.
Its been a long time since we have cg. hahhaha.
Good word, good pressence.
Oh God, teach me how to love, teach me how to accept, teach me how to inspire.
I need motivaton.

I'm going out now.
Today is FRIDAY. I'm having Vocals later!! yeah!!! hahahah!!!

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Upcoming Schedule
Monday, April 07, 200822:57
Will be like super busy from now on.
Monday - Thursday: Self study in school till 530pm
After 530pm:
Monday: Tuition
Wednesday: Choir Prac
Thursday: Cgm
Friday: Vocal class! yeah! hahaha

Next month i may take up piano. so my whole week will be PACKED! hahahah

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BigNose!!!
Thursday, April 03, 200815:12
This two weeks have been tiring for me.
Was really busy with the drama last week.
and this week ... haha ... i don't know either.
not that busy actually. Quite a normal schedule.
at least i had some rest yesterday.

my nose allergy is getting serious each day that i can't stop myself for sleeping in class. oops!
hahha. perhaps its due to construction in school + construction just outside my house + the terrible haze recently.
at first, it itch abit then it got serious that my eyes and mouth started to itch and this morning, it bled. If it continues to be like this, i may really have BIG NOSE. hahahaha!!
Veracia, BECAREFUL!! hahahahaha!!!

Oh God, thank you for always being with me, speaking to me, loving me.
Nothing is more important than You!
Veracia, thank you for sharing you revelation.
What is light. =D

Oh ya!!! Haven't been doing bentos!!! =(((
I'll do it next week!!! yeah!!!
Start moving, Shyrlyn!!!

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Friday, March 28, 200810:57
don't shout at me.
when you chose to leave that place, you have lost a friend.
no matter what you do, doesn't concern me.
and stop telling me anything, I'm really not interested at all.
do you think you can resolve this easily?
just keep quiet if you don't know and don't ask anything!

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Happy Easter
Friday, March 21, 200803:09
10pm, I was baking brownie.
1am, still baking.
3am, trying to pack brownies into bags.
I actually totally slip my mind about the brownies for easter.
Too many things recently that I really slip my mind.
Anyway, I'm done at least with the brownies. hahahah!
I really look forward for tomorrow.
I pray that everything will go smoothly and nothing will go wrong.

Later, will be meeting rosamund and jessica 1130am at marina though i told them 12.
haha. I hope they receive my message on time.
1.30pm, meeting hai die classmates for KBOX!
Really miss it. I haven't been there for quite some time (1 month!)
but well, only half the class can make it =(
hope the next time will be more united.
Followed by Easter celebration! A fantastic Drama that i'm looking soooo foward to ...
and of course the preaching. hahha!!
I pray we'll have friends more than expected.
We'll have more decisions!

Yesterday during CEP, my councilor wanted to see me. I was kind of amused by the letter that was given to me. Later then I realized, she started a support group and wants me to be there to share my experiences. Since I’m the oldest in school by years (not age), placed on probation the longest, experienced the worst side of the school. I still appreciate my school though. haha. Well, people in that group were just exactly like I was. They're shortsighted and they don't believe that my VP, Councilor, some teachers are reasonable people and they don’t look at circumstances. Actually to think about it, its been really long way. I experience almost every 'punishment' or rather consequence of MCYS. hahah! I was placed on Guidance Program, had tagging, been to Toa Payoh Girls' Home (admission), Singapore Girls' Home (remand/weekend detention), probation, CSO (200hours altogether). But I have not regretted going through all those. All that brought me where I am today. It showed me my true purpose in life. It showed me the right path to choose. I hope I do make a difference in people's life.

Really thank God because I am recognized as one of the few successes in my school that was put on probation. God indeed will not waste any experiences and I believe He work in my school.

hahahaha. And only then I realised my form teacher is totally ignorant of me being on probation. hahaha. She kind of panicked in the morning as i slept as usual. She woke me up and out of the blue became so caring. hahahaha.
so fake. hahaha.

I must regain my faith to appeal for early discharge. Jesus, be with me.

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Tuesday, March 18, 200813:34
Sentosa, Tanjong beach... raining heavily
Found a new talent... photography...
Blood donation... wasn't successful,. My vein is too soft. haha
N234 + S33 We
We occupy half a cabin! =)
Thanks Derek!!

I didn't attend school today.
Still having the very serious runny nose.
I am not sick in Jesus Name!!!

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Fulfilled
Wednesday, March 05, 200817:48
Oops! So only today I realised that my blog is alive. Its so alive. hahaha!
Obviously, in my tag-board:
" 4 Mar 08, 18:12
ah gal: stop attracting attention la!! "
hahaha! So there's actually people who are reading my blog huh.
Kinda like motivated me to post. hahaha!
Anyway, yesterday was a long day.
Had Maths remedial after school, followed by prayer meeting, meet up with Derek, Biondi and JJ for drama discussion and chem tuition at CHEC.
haha..
Prayer meeting was really good!!! The presence and power was so strong that I didn't want to end but ... time was running out. We actually prayed for less than half an hour and wow.. God is really good! I just can't describe with words.
Really thank God for
  • giving me the vision of school revival (which Lokies had exactly the same one) - in AVT and hundreds of people
  • Lokies and Ayron for being so hungry for God.
  • expanding my capacity of love and patience
  • giving me a new wineskin
  • new fire and spirit
  • the restorations
  • the revelations
  • my time management
  • being able to carry the life of Christ
  • the glory and strength

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Terrible ...
Monday, March 03, 200822:00
Its terrible man!
Mum is nagging and nagging and nagging ...
argh!~
hahahha!
Looking forward for tomorrow's prayer meeting tomorrow! =))
I pray that God will do a work in us. Amen

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The cure for procrastinating is to MOVE
Sunday, February 24, 200823:27
Looks like this blog is dying. haha.


Watched yesterday. 5/5.
Watch it. =D

Competition coming up.
Will be joining Teenage Icon.
Big or small competition doesn't matter, I gain experience everywhere.
Please support. See you!

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