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because i'm too bored
Wednesday, March 10, 201003:30
I want to blog because I'm too bored.
I'm getting a bit emo because i see Winter(my male rabbit) emo.
he has been separated from Summer(my female Rabbit)
even though their cage is only side by side and they see each other every second
hahaha.
Initially I thought Winter will be very happy because he always jump around in the small cage.
now, I got him a new big cage. he emo.

And, I'm giving away Summer and her 2 little bunnies a few days later.
omg, I'm gonna be so sad. so is Winter.
We're gonna miss them so much.
I shall bring my Winter go visit them 2 weeks later.
Wheee!~

Ok, enough of my rabbits.
Recently, I've been thinking about friends.
In the past, people used to put friends first.
but i realised the world has changed a lot.
male and female must have equality
female does what male are doing.
female getting possessively stupid.

I may have a lot of friends.
but all of them(gfs) really throw me aside when they're attached.
I'm not being jealous or what.
I understand that you all have more commitments now.
but I already stop receiving phone calls from them every now and then.
Like i used to.

especially from the one... she should know.
haven't I been understanding enough?
sometimes i think i shouldn't bear grudges with her.
because she's different.. in some way.
but, why would i talk in this manner if it only happen the first time?
even if nothing happened, i believe you'll still forget to call me.
i admit that you are very understanding at most times.
like, you know i'm busy and stuff..

you called me, talked to me.. in times of needs.
when you had troubles.
even in the middle of the night.
have i ignored you for once?
i may not have important things to share..
but it seems to me that you are doing so well now,
you have someone with you already.
so you don't need to call me anymore?
you don't even seem to be interested in anything about me.
i don't know what type of friend you call this.
no time to meet me, fine.
don't bother to call me, fine.
get so particular about the way i talk.
you know me first day?

my tone became like that basically because.
if it were in the past, you will call me straight and tell me your worries.
and now, you totally forget to call me even when i ask you to.
i was relax because i didn't know you were so affected.
i thought it was quite normal for pregnant woman to have disorders here and there.
don't have to scold me vulgarity right?
and i wasn't being sarcastic when i said sorry.
then you became so sensitive.
if your very good friend that know you for so long is complaining about this.
its time you reflect.
and you can continue to be the way like this.
go stick to the kid's father
because you will lose a friend.
I promise.

situations like that guy don't allow you to talk to me..
i was understanding to you right?

apparently, now its your choice that you don't even bother.
then please change our relationship status on FB.

I may not have very good temper.
I may not have very good attitude.
but I've never leave my friend alone in times of trouble.
please don't ever complain when i start having my own commitments too.

and woohoo,
i ended my post with rain!
rain rain please don't stop
i am gonna sleep with you!
hahahaha!

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Too long to post
Monday, May 18, 200911:16
I'm so sorry!
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My blog have been dead since i became an idler.
hahaha.
and many has bugged me to update, update and update.
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Seriously, I don't know where should I start man.
Like so long never blog alot of things happen leh.
how...?
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Start from friday then.
So fridays are as usual for vocal lessons.
After class, we went Singapore Flyer to watch/support Sherlyn's performance.
at this bitro bar.
There were reporters there I think. They were interviewing her.
hahaha.
hmm.. quite cool.
I left shortly after as my evil baby came to fetch me and we went bq.
Waited for Andy and partner to reach and dinner.
We headed to Shebang.
as usual, drank a little, sing a little, played cards a little.
Afterthat, Adrian came down, supper and home.
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This is a tiring day!
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Sat.. Woke up at 12 plus.
Headed to Bedok int for lunch with baby and Char
and down to Brenda's house for cookie baking.
The cookies are delicious and beautiful!
Until 6+ at night.
We then head down to Clarke quay to meet ... that don't know what name.
Sat at riverside... chilled for few hours and then to Long John for dinner.
Accompanied Char to take bus as my "shi jian duo de shi"...
hhahahah.
Then met baby at bq.
We went to Shebang again.
with Andy, Adrian, Robin, Ray and partner.
As usual, drank a little, sang a little, played cards a little.
Then supper at Adrian's house downstairs.
Ate halfway suddenly got storm and rained heavily.
And there was volcano that was about to erupt.
hahaha.
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Sun .. First meal of the day.. Ma La Steamboat at bugis.
Then went to chinatown as Adrian had a $10000 deal and need to go sign contract.
While baby went to the mst popular $6 saloon to cut his ShowLuo's hair.
hahaha!
After all's done, headed to Lunar.
Drinks sucked. Live band sucked.
Old songs all the way.
Still got shang hai tan.
Service is the worse.
Can you imagine all the ah tiongs there.
And what? Y2 will be the this week.
Like! WTH. Why this place?!!!
And the 2 lead singer talk alot of nonsense!
Catched Angels and Demon after that.
hmmm.. actually I was super tired and.... I dozed off.
oops.
its too comfortable leh.
awwww...
and reached home at 430AM.
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AHHHH. I want to sleep now!!!!~
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The end.

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Friends?
Tuesday, March 31, 200912:10
Friends come and go but not many can last. It is definitely an important part of our life. We spend all our life with friends and some spend half of their life seeking true friendship. Some may not even be able to find one. And many do not know the significance of it.


To say, man and woman are like mars VS venus.
What about man and man, woman and woman?
To think about it, how many of your friends can you accept if they have different values and perspective of you?


Does it mean that you must not only accept but agree with all that your friend does even if its wrong?
Or does it mean that you musn't agree with your friend when they are wrong?
Does it mean that a friend should be treated like how he/she wants to be treated?
Or does it mean that a friend should be treated like we want them to treat us?
How important is it that if one talks about trust and loyalty?


To me, it is important. But people have different difinition for it. Trust will only exist when it is vice versa. Loyalty is not to stay loyal and side/cover up your friend forever.


So what does it mean by a friend?


A heart is more important.
My conscience are still clear.
Ultimately, who is the cause for all this?
No matter how much I did not agree with your actions, I still accepted it. But have you ever heed my advise? You call it trust towards a friend?

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Acceptance VS Agreement
Saturday, September 20, 200802:30
Why am I posting this.
Because I'm so motivated on gf's post.
Well, although it was nothing much but
it just kind of showed me some things.
Well, I thank God
for giving me a big heart for love and acceptance.
for speaking straight into my heart.
Showing me the difference between saint and world.

To Accept doesn't mean to Agree.

In life, we meet different kinds of people. Most of them are probably passers and few can be true friends. How do you wish others to treat you? Is it the way you treat others?
What are the things you look for at first sight? How judgmental are you?
Sometimes, we need some kind of chemistry between friends. But what happens when there is no chemistry? Do you outcast the person?
Self-centredness is when you stand very strong in your principles and not being able to accept others. Having strong personality is good but becareful not to be obstinate.

I'm not very old but throughout the years, I have met many weird people. I learnt to accept them for who they are but without agreeing with the things I know that are not right. By accepting them, it trained my social skills, patience and all that it takes. I began to learn so much from the process of communicating. Acceptance does matter in the success of your life!

You never know how much you can hurt someone by rejecting them
You never know the impact that you can make in one's life by accepting them
in little details.
Acceptance helps you to grow
To accept not agree

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Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Friday, September 19, 200813:51
Remember the quiz I did ...
One of the questions was
"Why are you best friends with your best friend?"

Because we have common points but not too common.
hahahah!
We like the same kind of shoes
We like same kind of dress
We're innovative
She's Drama, I Sing
She draw designs, I draw people
She has abundance of papers, I have abundance of plastics
We use A Solution, skincare
We use Walch, bodywash
We use VonU, shampoo

VonU
value on you

Refreshing Age Shampoo
Age Management
Removes excess oil and provides a
refreshing texture to the hair & scalp
For oily hair & scalp

Special features:
  • The excellent effect of sebum control and astringency of 'CAVIAR EXTRACT' restores oily and drooping hair and scalp to a clean and volume hair and scalp
  • The formulation enriched with 'nano platinum' prevents dryness of scalp and controls the sebum and dandruff secretion keeping the scalp healthy and clean
  • Provides refreshment through the cooling effect.
  • The concentration of 'biosaccharide gum - 4' forms a protective film to hair and scalp to protect from pollution and excess sunlight.

VonU
value on you
REFRESHING AGE
CONDITIONER

Age Management
Provides a refreshing texture and
moisture, softness to the hair
For oily hair

Special features
  • The excellent effect of sebum control and astringency of 'CAVIAR EXTRACT' restores oily and drooping hair and scalp to a clean and volume hair and scalp.
  • The amino acid and omega-3 of 'CAVIAR EXTRACT' provide nutrition and moisture to crispy and dry hair leaving it healthy and lustrous.
  • The concentration of 'biosaccharide gum - 4' forms a protective film to hair and scalp to protect from pollution and excess sunlight.
  • The formulation enriched with 'nano platinum' improves the balance between moisture and oil in damage due to stress.
VonU is a Korean brand, with the CAVIAR series treatment solves every bad hair day.
Personally, I think its very good. It gives you a refreshing feeling after you use the shampoo and it would last me the whole day without feeling a bit oily. Now, my hair gives a healthy shine but not oil, look healthier, softer more volume. It comes best with the conditioner.

Most shampoo brands in the market cannot balance the moisture between hair and scalp.
Most shampoo for oily scalp will clear excess oil on your scalp, at the same time it dries your hair.
It definitely feels different!

There is also VonU for normal hair ...
Will post up details soon.


If you're interested in this shampoo, do contact me.
It is sold at Bishan. Exact address will post in the next entry.
It cost $24 each for both shampoo and conditioner.

WE'RE PERFECT COMBINATION

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You know.
Saturday, August 02, 200803:17
My stupid comp just cannot view my blog.
WTH.

Shit.
I hope everything recover soon.
how can i get rid of all these stuffs.
hahaha. omg.
I'm not that persistent to persist on seriously.
yeah, i just so cannot write much here.
shan't elaborate then.

First intermediate lesson at Ocean Butterflies' was super bored today!
but supper was fun.
prata was good but for the first time, I can't finish.
hahaha.
Murderer was fun too. but nobody like me to be the murderer because i was too talkative.
hahaha.
cabbed home again without tiffy this time.
cost a bomb.
all thanks to.. for not fetching me!

Monday is competition!!
I'm super stressed up now.
because I cannot sing it well.
omg.. how how?
I don't wish to fail!
人质 !!!

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Love
Thursday, July 31, 200823:59
Great meeting love.
hahaha.
I'm just so looking forward to the next time we meet.
hahaha.
how fruitful.
I love 爱爱爱 from 方大同!
Yes, I'm starting to miss love now.
hahaha.

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Ocean Butterflies'
Saturday, July 12, 200823:42
Because everybody have blogged about our class. I shan't procrastinate.

Yesterday was officially our last lesson which is also our exam. Congrats to all Butterflies, although our results are not out yet but I believe all of you will pass! Yeah!

Probably 2 weeks later, we'll be able to start our intermediate class! hahaha! woohoo...


Tiffany & Betty
Pretty monitress & Gullible

Tiffany & Yikang
Miss Nice & 闷骚

Royston & Betty
Thick Skin & Adorable

Ashton & Regina
伟大的老师 & 村姑

Alicia & Shyrlyn
Paranoid & Crazy

全家福哦!

Ashton & Alicia
Man! what an expression

Ashton & Tiffany



Regina!
可爱路线

Tiffany & Peter
唱将 & 李圣杰


Rose among the thorns

Ladies, oops.

haha. ok, I just love doing crazy stuff


Peter, Royston & Yikang 色伯伯








They're actually a lot more photos but blogger takes up a lot of my time. So I'm just gonna end here.

Lastly, I just want to say that I love all my vocal classmates. I miss all of you when I don't get to see you guys for a week. Over the 20 weeks, we've built strong bond and building in time to come. I hope all of us can move on to intermediate, advance and more more more together.

With regrets, to those who can't join us, I will truly miss you guys!!! Especially Tiffany!! Please online whenever you can, come back Singapore whenever you can!!

Also, thank you for all your support for my competition. (although nobody came) hahaha!

Love you all,
Shyrlyn

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Good PI
Monday, July 07, 200814:57
I felt like I'm a good PI. wahahahha!!
Went around the net and I found Laoshi's facebook.
And know what? I've encountered his blog before. but I didn't click on it. wahahaha.
CiaCia makes a good PI as well! wahahahah!
She went around and found his not-very-updated-with-not-very-good-English-but-nice-song blog. wahahahah!!

This is probably another form of career aspect. hahaha!!

Found 2 new songs by Mari Digby again.
Awfully nice!




Bring Me Love

Dear Santa
I wrote you a letter
I wonder if you ever read it
I've only one wish that I ask you
It's the same old thing
As every other year
Ooo oooo Oooo

This year I can't say I've been perfect
I'm pretty sure I've got a regret or two
But Santa please don't hold it against me
Cause this time I'm counting on you...

To bring me
Bring me
Love
Ohhh
Santa, bring me
Bring me love whoa
Bring me love
Ohhh Ooooo
Bring me love
Ohhhh
Ooooo

As a child I remember dreaming
Of all the beautiful things that you can create
But I can have all the toys in the world then
You'd see it still wouldn't mean a thing

Can you
Bring me
Bring me
Love
Ohhh
Santa, bring me
Bring me love whoa
Bring me love
Ohhh Ooooo
Bring me love
Ohhhh
Ooooo

Cause I've been (I've been)
Patient (patient)
I've been (I've been)
Waiting so long
Hoping (hoping)
Praying (praying)
Just tell me that you heard me just this once

Can you bring me
Bring me
Love
Ohhh
Santa, bring me
Bring me love whoa
Tell me the time has come
That there is someone waiting for me too
So Santa bring me
Bring me love
Whoa
Bring me Love
Ohh oooo
Bring me love
Oh oooo




Spell


Spotlight shining brightly, on my face
I can't see a thing and yet I feel you walking my way
Empty stage, with nothing but this girl
Singing this simple melody and
Wearing her heart on her sleave

And right now
I have you, for a moment I can tell I've got you
Cuz your lips don't move
Something is happening
Cuz your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you

Beauty emanates from every word that you say
You've captured the deepest thoughts
In the purest, and simplest of ways
But you see, I'm not that graceful, Like you
Nor am I as eloquent
But just a simple melody
Can change the way that you see me

And right now, I have you
For a moment I can tell I've got you
Cuz your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cuz your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you

And all my life I've stumbled
But up here I am just perfect
Perfect as I'll, ever be

I have you, for a moment
I can tell I've got you
Cuz your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cuz your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you

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What a fat boy!
Thursday, June 26, 200815:04
Met up with Queen last night for dinner at Vivo. After strolling for a while, we headed to Food Republic for dinner. I didn't eat much since I was sick and have no appetite at all. hahaha. No doubt that, my dinner cost me 9 bucks! omg! I got myself dumplings and xiao long bao but yea, i couldn't finish though. Its super filling. Queen ate the-very-healthy-and-economical herbal soup + steamed meat + free steamed egg with rice that cost her only 7 bucks. hahaha.
ok enough ranting.

While we were talking, we both saw something that paused us from everything to just look. hahah!! There was a little boy who had finished a plate chicken rice and the mother bought him another big plate of rice. For the moment, we thought he probably will only eat a little. But guess what, the moment he pick up the fork and spoon, be began to stuff big spoonfulls of rice into his mouth. Not a few scoops, he had already finish of of the rice. OMG! It just made me wonder why his mother would get him the big plate of rice. hahaha!

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A little expired post
Thursday, May 29, 200812:32
Realized I haven't been taking pictures for very very long. Ok, actually not really. Just that I'm still waiting for our slow tiffany for the expired photos we took in Top 1. Did I mention I really love that place? I probably had no mood to post how much I love that place due to lost of voice and some other reason. hahahah!!!

Though it was rather quite chinaaaa as all their staffs are chinaaaaa! hahhah!! No offend to other Chinese but their service sucked! We reached there at around 1130am and it took us so long to get into our room! ok, we had a lot(9) of people though. So it took them SOME time to get us a big room. hahha! No doubt that, I certainly love that room! There was a mini-platform where we can sit or stand on like as if we're singing in some pubs? and special lighting effects to accommodate to the songs we're singing. A mini volume control and other little function at the side of the wall to pressssss. hahaha!! Their system of choosing song was rather cool despite the fact I'm so used to KBOX remote control. Close eyes also know which is which button. hahaha! Basically we are to choose our songs from a mini display unit and its super user friendly unlike KBOX's. And and, they have songs I wanted to sing for so long that KBOX don't have lar!!! ahahah!!!

Back to the service again, Betty accidentally spill a cup of drink and guess what, the staff came in with rotten papaya face, cleaned the place with rage and kind off told us off some more. WTH. Accidents happen, whats the problem with him. Its his job to so that lor. We pay service tax can! Serious attitude problem! Chinaaaaa!!

Anyway, despite the bad service, I truly enjoyed myself and the place is great! I just kind of feel like I'm so sua-gu for always going to KBOX. I always thought KBOX was the best when I didn't visit any other KTVs. I start to think that KBOX is real expensive even with the student privilege. hahaha.

If you know, KBOX happy hour for student is approximately
$15nett with 2 cups of drink for 4hours.
In Top 1,
$20nett with FREE-FLOW of drinks from 11am - 6pm.

Thanks, Regina for recommending such good deal! ahhhaha!
Its definitely time to stop and change for such deals.
Yes!! I'll be there tomorrow for my revenge!! hahahah! I'm gonna sing-till-I-drop, sing-till-they-drop! hahahha!! I'll show you photos of that wonderful place tomorrow!! YEAH!! hahaha!!




I was browsing one of my old-close-friend's blog just now. Then, I went to her older blog to find a little memory of ours. I actually comprehended that our lives became different when she knew her new group of friends, when I ps her & _ few time due to church, when she had _ with her, when we worked together, when we were too used to each other, when we started to have little disputes, when I was _. I'm not too sure if she's affected or not but I saw that she was leading a happy life with so many activities going on at that time. Actually, we have drifted apart long time ago, just that we didn't accept the fact. Then it comes to me of the incident that happened few years ago when I was _ previously. We were so close but yet she didn't tell me what actually happened. Though she claimed that she didn't know but we're not kids. Well, I believed because I really trusted her. But, she chose to trust the wrong person. A terrible one. Its only after few years, I heard from other people about this. I can only say, her such individualistic attitude resulted to what happened. Blame no one. Well, I still respect her because she is able to get over of that matter in such short period of time? or probably avoiding it for good? Either one are as hard for her. I still can't help it but to feel sorry for her.
For her sake, for God's sake, I'm gonna reach out to her, gonna pray for her, gonna fast for her, gonna draw her back to meet her Heavenly Father. Let Him take over of her life.

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Hoarse
Friday, May 23, 200823:57
man!!! I only attended school on Tuesday this week. Its due to the severe hoarse throat. I was complimented by my lovely vocal classmate that I have a sexy voice. So seductive right? hahaha!! Anyway, was at home whole day followed by vocal class. Yea, its FRIDAY! It was good and usual stuff but i can't join them due to my throat. But I can still feel it. I have no MC, so go better than don't go. hahaha.







是我错了吗?
这是你要的吗?
对不起。

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I Pray & Pray
17:09
I pray & pray all day.
I just hope you can pick yourself up.

Lord, I pray you fill his heart, heal his hurts.
Send your angels to watch over him.
Let him feel your peace and your love.
Let your spirit and presence be in the midst of him.

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Complete no voice!
Wednesday, May 21, 200813:02
I didn't go to school today due to the lost of voice. It was so terrible that I couldn't sleep the whole night. ok, its not completely because of that though. But anyway, my throat is quite severe. I cannot even talk, you see. And when I try to talk forcefully, it sounded very manly. Oh man! I hate this! I'm such a talkative and sing-ative person, how can I lose my voice?
How am I gonna go for vocal on Friday?
How am I gonna go for choir on Saturday?
How am I gonna talk on phone late night?
How am I gonna express my amusement?
How am I gonna pray?
How am I gonna praise God?

I felt like a mute. ROBERT :(
hahahah!!

okok, recently I'm really sick of people who cannot speak and use proper English. I mean yes, we all can't use perfect English but these people (notice: these, its plural) they like to use profound words but with obvious grammar errors. Which means, they use but cannot use it correctly. That doesn't help in major exams, in fact it deteriorates. And for goodness sake, some speak real broken English (real broken) that I cannot even understand. (I is, she are, they is) Furthermore, they think that have good English standard. What is this? The thing is, they're old enough to know all this.

I don't mean that I can use perfect English but I just feel very uncomfortable when people can't get simple grammars right. It just doesn't sound right.

Special thanks to MR.Royston.
It definitely help in some ways.
All in all, thank you for your time.
And stop calling me RNO.ZHMS!
hahahha.

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No Voice
Monday, May 19, 200822:16
Well, had great KTV-ing with my hai die classmates! though i totally lose my voice in the midst of it, I sang abit forcefully with my sexy voice. hahaha! It was great fun, but i was really tired as I didn't had much sleep the last night. Went for dinner with royston and regina at Hong Guo. The food is as usual, at that standard. We sat there and talk for awhile and headed to yoshinoya for some drinks. not for me lar.. hahah. Anyway, we sat there and continue our talks. Basically, we're talking about how we can improve our singing skills and i realised royston become expert sia. hahahah.
will upload some pictures when tiffany send me!


I miss you
I'm still waiting for a respond

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healthy swims
Thursday, May 15, 200802:19
hahahah!!! Have been very healthy recently. I went swimming on monday. I went swimming on tuesday. I went swimming on wednesday. hahhh!!
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Met up with queena just now at town. We went to wisma's food republic for dinner after she thread her brows. I ate ma-la-you-mian, she ate suan-la-ban-mian, cheng-teng and we shared rojak which cost $4. hahaha! Man! I remembered eating $2 rojak at coffeeshop with the same portion in the past. and its twice the price now? goodness! We then went to kino as she wanted to see her mag. yea, talk about mag! Its 15 may and I haven't get my herworld. I better get it soon before the next issue comes out!

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I'm so proud of myself because I swam many laps at tiffany's house. Her pool is beautiful! We wanted some sauna but the sauna was spoilt. too bad~ Her mum's cooking was good. Had salmon baked rice for dinner. its was delicious!! hahaha!!
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I swam 10 laps on tuesday and 2-1/2 laps today due to time constraint. I met queena 630am this morning. 630am! hahahha! but yea, if you know we'll be a little late. so we only swam awhile and went to shower. The cubicle is terrible. It stinks and there're lots of fly!!! The worst is all the cubicle are in the same condition!!! darn sick. I wonder how often do they clean the toilets. and the water flow is especially small. Gosh! Yea, Its my last time there, Jurong East Swimming Complex. I got to lodge a complain soon!
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As required from Queena: They're my friends!


yea, that taiwan guy got a gf today. from JB. hahahha! royston, don't be mean. hahahah!!!

Oh gosh. I can't stop laughing at this. Royston says its my nature. hahahah! its so ugly can! Royston! you must be banned!!! and please don't reveal its name. hahaha!

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自恋狂!
Saturday, May 03, 200800:53
Yea, today is friday! Vocal lessons again. Was really down recently until I see my classmates! hahahah! love them so much! So as usual we practiced our stuffs. Nearing the end, we were quite chaotic because we have all the 自恋狂sss! hahahaha!!!

Yea, he's our very lame but serious teacher, Huan Jie.
By Regina. hahahah!
Alright, actually I was the one who started the chaos
Again by me! thank me ok, betty! hahaha!

Yea, I'm awesome to be able to let all of us squeeze in that little screen.
hahahaha!
Oops! I'm sorry, Royston. Missed you out. hahaha!
She kept complaining that she had heatstroke int that super cold air con room.
hahahha!!
She's ZhiYang's cousin.
Darn cute, darn CRAZIES!! oops! hahaha!!

My deed again.
See, 830 alr we still in class. hahaha!

I wonder... How much does this cost? hahahah!
I see 3 serious man. Sure? hahaha!
Lesson ended and its our culture to go for an interval.
Yea, I was there today to capture funny images and I succeeded. hahha!
Oh ya, we realised today that Yikang is darn 自恋. hahaha!
eh, must be more hardworking ah. hahha!
Regina square square Hi-Low. hahaha!!!

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Give me a break!
Friday, April 11, 200822:05
Its 2008 and I find people still pondering over their past.
hahaha. I know its normal. But its rather abnormal when you are pondering over it for years. What you think is not what I think. I'm not trying to be ironic but its really right to leave you. hahaha. Well, why are you still not moving on? Sometimes, I just feel theres some problem with your values. Life is not about "see how it goes first", "think about it later". Face reality, dude!

Come on ... Do you think there is still a possibility?
hahahha!
Yea, so stop telling me some unusual stuffs.
hahhaha.. thanks

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Procratination VS Decisiveness
Friday, April 04, 200823:04
The things I always procratinate:
  • to wake up
  • to leave house (that's why i'm late) hahaha
  • to go toilet
  • to pray at night
  • to remove make up
  • to apply skincare
  • to reply messages when i wake up
  • in r/s
  • to eat dinner
  • to sleep

The things that i am decisive:

  • to sing
  • take up courses
  • plans of my future
  • play computer
  • watch tv
  • wash leg!
  • eat nice food
  • cook new dishes
  • works for God
  • to pray in the morning
  • making bento
  • to be loyal
  • to be faithful
  • in plannings
  • to be farsighted
  • love God and people
  • John 15:5
  • to make up
  • to have servanthood
  • cockroach attitude (i hate them though)
  • not being willful

when i was posting the previous post, it kinda reminded me of a friend. Well, I don't give up easily but some people just have some "none of your business", "this is what I want" attitude that left me no choice. I am always loyal to friends as you can see - i put friendships at stake which i seldom see people doing that. hahahaha!!! Well, the reason is I can't accept seeing my friends walking in a wrong path. People tell me but this is what they want, let them be then. I'll let you be if its a rational decision right? hahaha. But if its not, unless you're not my friend, I'll let you be.

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To a precious friend
22:34
Sometimes, its not that i want to be harsh on words but some situations really made me do so. I'm an outsider, i see things clearer. I know that you are about to step into the wrong path, can i not be harsh? I rather let our friendship at stake than you taking the wrong path, being so irrational. You are not young at all. You got to know how to decide on the right thing. You have dreams that you'd like to persue. So why procratinate? Why let others stop you from that? Feelings can be controlled, hurts can be overcomed. Like i say, alot of things is not you can or not, but you want or not. You got to make that decision to do it. If you want to lead a different life, happier life then move on. Love can be found in a better place when you have a career. Your career can be as successful when you Focus.

Girl, you are my only childhood friend who is with me for such a long time. I won't give up on you, i won't feel despair about you. I there's no hope, I'll hope for you. If there's no dream, I'll dream one for you. If you feel empty, I'll fill you with all my love. If you ar hurt, I'll be by your side forever. Don't give up on yourself.

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