I just realised i haven't been blogging since walking home.

school started.
and, i've just been wasting time because as usual i can't sleep at night and i'll end up sleeping after school like now.
and i can't sleep again cause i just woke up.
hahahaha!

and.. i'm still procrastinating in doing my assignment.
hahaha!
am i gonna be last minute again?
whahaahha!

recently, i keep on quarreling with people.
like don't know why.
(even got into fight) oops!
wahahah!
is it because people are more irritable these days?
or is it me that is more easily frustrated?
(i need................God.)

Btw, i'll be hosting for roadshows on weekends!
and more singing events!
and even make-up events!
whooo!!~
Hope everything goes well. (((:

I still believe God is with me. (((:
Thank God!

Apparently, my 同类 said that I didn't post about this so i am doing it now.
wahahah!
But first of all i want to officially announce that 我和 Regina 是同类！

Ok, I know i'm very random and i said that many times right? Well, I'm just writing it here for people who don't know lor. hahahah!
ok, whatever~ I know its crap.
wahahaha

Apparently, we were just bored and talking random stuffs and thats how the 同类 thing comes about.

Actually, I'm waiting for the photos before i blog lar.
nvm, i'll just blog first before i post photos.

Hmm, where should i start!

Well, its a super tired thing because regina and I planned almost everything.
from deciding the dates, collecting songs, editing mmo, coordinating practices (I WILL DIE), emailing, forcing people to reply emails/mass sms, brainstorming the prizes, entertaining lame emails/pm/sms, arranging camera man and many other detailssssss.

And we had real sleepless nights.
As in, nights that we really couldn't sleep because of this.

And have to bear with some people's hurtful words the day before.
but still have to continue to do the wonderful gift for the person when we all were so affected.
And I walked 4 places around serangoon that midnight just to buy glue but all never sell!
ARGH!!
hahahaha!

But after so much hardwork, I'm happy with the results and it is indeed a success!
Whoohoo~
Although the crowd its a little quiet, but I think all of us did well.

i won't go into detail about the performance itself. i shall let the photos and videos do its job.

I always believe you reap what you sow. and after so much hardwork. Our effort are not wasted. and I think we're more prepared now for other things!

ps: I'm not against anyone here. I'm only against the specific thing you do. I don't bear grudges. (:

I'm bored

I'm bored

I'm bored

...

I miss hyts ...

I miss supper ...

I miss broom broom laoshi ...

I miss wewe too ...

I miss lesson ...

I WANT GO KTV!

I so want to blog about the success for ok vocal exam cum PK night.

Now, what about my education?

I wanted to post a long long post but I'm so not in the mood.

/AHH

now I feel like dying ....

9 days after 2009

Well, I haven't done up my new year resolution.

So what now.

ahhhh...

2009 will be a slow year.

Economy slowwwww...

My mind is blocked now.

I shall do my resolution next week.

hahaha.

Stop procratinating!

I have so many photos i want to post for Steamboat @ regina's house.

But, I'm so lazy.

I should give it a miss.

TGIF!!!

Yay!!

Today is vocal exammmmm ...

/grrr

To me, this is not failure. It is experience.
To me, you did well.
I see your effort, I see your hard work.
To me, you're greatest.
Being optimistic doesn't mean that you give up.
Give up stuffs that you like.
Being optimistic means you persist on even if you meet failures.
Its never easy to overcome all these.

Life is like roller coaster.
ride up ride up ride up..
and when you're not focus enough, you slide down a little.
a little more if you still remain stagnant.
but when the time is right.. you will pull yourself up and rush up to the tip...
and you will zoom rush down the exciting route...
but once you're at the bottom... its time to work towards the top again.
hahahah!~
So, is it time to work now?

very not feeling well!

Shyrlyn is having Fever
Shyrlyn is having Runny Nose
Shyrlyn is having Sore Throat
Shyrlyn is having Cough
Shyrlyn is having Gastric

Shyrlyn is very SICK

DONE.

SO SO, went for Very Singer Audition just now.
hmmm, was quite surprise because I wasn't nervous at all the moment I see Billy Koh and other judges. Probably there was a little stammer during self introduction. But well, I was focused in the song and didn't care about others.
Obviously, I saw the judges reaction and I kind of feel like Billy Koh is laughing at my dressing because I was a little exaggerating? hahaha!
I wore a white sequin dress!
I want to clarify! This is not Hungry Ghost Festival!
ahhhhh!
I am prettier than The Papaya Sisters!
hahahahah!
oops!!

Anyway, I have that kind of top because of Choir in church.
You probably can't imagine how big is our stage and the kind of lightings we have.
Hence, we need to be BRIGHT.
So, don't laugh at my sequin dress because I really think its BEAUTIFUL!
wahahahahahaha!!!!!
You know what i mean lar!

After which, we cam-whored at room G while waiting for our beloved Maybank-broombroom-coconut-laoshi. oops!
I shall upload the photos when ALICIA send me.. ahahha!
Followed by late supper at prata-place.

That place!!!! We ate 宫宝田鸡粥 last night..
HOT & SPICY!!!!
Super delicious!!
But because of that, I'm having sore throat!

So tonight, no sambal fried rice, no prata, no curry 鸡丁饭 for me...
Only mui fan ...

AHHHHH!!!
I still need to work tomorrow.
:(((((

I'm bored

I'm hungry

I'm sick

Is there anything worse than this?

I'm sick and I have to work.

I'm hungry but can't eat.

I'm bored and I can't talk!!!

I having sore throat and how can I sing?

hahahha!

I'm sick probably because I haven't been sleeping enough.

Haven't been drinking enough water in this cold and dry container office.

Been eating Unhealthy food like potato chips and deep fried food.

I slept at 4am on sunday and 5am last night...

Ate big packets of potatochips almost everyday since last week...

hahaha

but i got to say, Its Delicious.

My fingers are also peeling due to the barred chords...

AHHHH...

Later, if i can make it....

It will be my show.

my time.

my audition.

Even if I don't get in, I must leave a deep impression with the judges!

My goal!

I'm the best.

NOW NOW... GASTRIC CALLING FOR HELP!!!!

I'm saying I'm super tired ..
Had audition just now... and the judge is ...
our beloved motor car laoshi..
wahahah!
I was um-chio-ing throughout the whole of my introduction...

The moment I go in the room (which is my classroom),
I sense the judge (who is my teacher) was controlling his laughter.
because i was probably going to do the broom broom stuff...hahah
broom ....
ok, craps.

whatever... the secret is...
when gf asked me..
How's your preparation..
I said,
no preparation..
shhhhhhhh
Its not like I'm super confident
neither am I too inconfident that I gave up..
yeah, its just plain busy...

It darn sian right.. still no photos..
my comp dead.. bo bian..

last night was beautiful ...
although i was super tired ...
but i was able to do the unexpected.
wahahaha!

I just reached home...
Haven't been enjoying since so long...
wahahha!

ok, no party for me...
who ask me to be underage..
ahahaha!
and also, because of halloween..
i had a hard time borrowing ic...
awwwwww...
but i saw people dressing for halloween..
made me real excited.
though i missed party at zouk ..
but still, i sang to my heart's desire...
ahhh... the boss still ask me why i didn't go party lor..
so paiseh to say because i'm underage...
wahahhaha!

ok, i have no paper next week..
thats why i'm out today...
wahahah

and and.. i'm left with 2 mcq only..
woohooo~
I will patronize again after my paper.

I've decided to work extra hard for vocals!
I must!
I don't like the feeling of having the same problems over and over again.
hahaha!
After 11 nov!!!

now...
I must work extra extra extra hard for the rest of my papers...
because i have screwed one..
awww...
wahaha!

Jiayou!!!
time to regain your faith!!!

I've decided to sing 真实 for make me famous audition.
What about finals?
can i still sing 我们的纪念?
I think i suck at the verse..
its so low ...
not my strength ...
grrrr...

i shall practice a few more times and see how?
bbrrrrrrr

I shall go study now ... =(
sigh ....

Requested by Veracia ...
Please ignore the front part.
The guy went so high because he don't know who is MJ...
wahaha

Er.. FYI .. I was having serious block nose and fever ...

Please give me comments!!!
Especially Ashton ..
& the hyts
wahaha

Today its the day ...

Its SHOWTIME

I took part in a duet with Eunice
We sang Yuan Dian

I thought we did pretty okay
no doubt having sore throat and block nose
at least the judges clapped.
(without clapping for others i heard)
hahaha

But still, I sounded rather nasal because of my block nose
Eunice was a little flat
we're kind of lack of interaction
because she don't want to look at me
hahaha!
and not forgetting Nervous .....
er, actually
not very applicable to me
because I was really not very nervous this time
I thought I should just do my best in what I've practice.

Tanya once said,
When you're on stage, you must think that you are the best singer
Everyone is there to listen to you.
But when you're off the stage, you must think that you're the lousiest
in order to improve yourself to the maximum.
Which is very effective to me in overcoming the stress and nervousness on stage.

So no matter what is the outcome ...
I am still proud of the both of us at least we take the step to take part.
And I've done my best.
Its definitely an experience to sing infront of
ALISON, BRO POH AND WEE LEE
hahaha!

well, will keep you guys posted in the results.
woohoo~

I just reach home about one hour ago. As usual Friday vocal lesson! Alicia and I waited for the next class to end and went prata but everyone had something on so only left with Alicia, Ashton, Yixuan, Winson, Daniel and me. Surprisingly I ate porridge instead of prata and I couldn't finish that bowl! wahahha!

Winson and Daniel went off early to boat quay i think. hahaha. 老人就是这样， 爱喝酒。 哈哈哈！ Oh ya, Winson managed to catch our lame jokes. wahahaha. We remained there and talked for like hours! hahah!

老师 was sharing about his plans, dreams, goals and stuffs with us which I think it was quite inspiring. His direction was clear and he has strong values. and I hope he will be very rooted in it and continue to inspire more people. After today, I really have greater understanding about him. I like the way he plan and I like his courage of pursuing his dreams. Being realistic but not giving up despite the huge risk. This is inspiring. This is passion.

I also heard from Sherlyn just now. She also shared about the draw and temptations in this music industry. How she actually came about at this position. And how to balance in our walk with God with the worldly things. How to pursue this interest as career with the right concept. Her path was not easy and she did make wrong decisions at some point of her life. No doubt that, she set her priorities right.

She didn't start off just like this knowing her directions and bang... at where she is now. She is not from any wealthy family. She worked hard for her fees and balancing between work and studies. She started off like us, wanting to be a singer, been through thicks and thins until she was at the stage of discussing her contract when she became a believer and God started to reveal her true purpose in life. She realised all that she wanted was fame and that was not what she really wanted. I really admire her courage because after standing strong, working hard for all these years for this dream, she declined the contract. After she turned down the contract, she remained as a part-time teacher in Ocean Butterflies' for some time before she become a full-time. At every point of her life, she never fail to continue learning in her profession. She stood strong but not pinning all her hopes in the opportunities that was given to her. God has indeed done miracles in her life. Turned the wrongs into rights!

She was like you and I, she was not the perfect perfectionist girl you see. She was even somehow tone-deaf. But she believed in herself and did not focus on the problem.


She worked hard 11 years to be where she is. No matter what you do in your life, its your life. Keep going even if you meet nasty people. You don't have to be the best in your circle. You are the best you are. Faith is the key.

What kind of values do you possess? Are those values gonna see you through or are you gonna stand strong and live in it? I'm so thankful for the biblical principles I've learnt from church since young that I lived in it unknowingly. Even as a rebellious kid, I believed in myself. I was never classified as an emo kid. haha. My values that was cultured is so essential. Even if people have doubts in it, I will not have any uncertainty. Even if people have doubts in me, in my charater, in my perspective, I am certain for I serve a great God.

Well and I know truly its not by chance that people share all these. I knew and I sensed God is moving. This is the point. This is where my uncertainty gonna end. Its time. Its time to stand up and finish the race. Oh Lord, thank you for Your faithfulness even as I'm not. Thank You for the light. Thank You for the direction. Thank You for the cross. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for this experience. I will not give up. I will not give up on how this passion first came. I will not give up on the purpose of this passion. I knew how true it was and I know it is. I know You will be with me along this hard journey. I know Your grace. I know Your protection.

Incy wincy spider climbed up the water spout.
Down came the rain and washed poor Incy out.
Out came the sunshine and dried up all the rain.
And Incy wincy spider climbed up the spout again.