SHYRLYN :D
I am crazily doing stupid stuff.
I have high pitch laughter.
I can cry in 10sec.
I have a man character.
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i am learning not to be too emotional
Sunday, November 01, 200922:28
i shan't blog about halloween last night. it is basically. happening, eventful, frightening, tiring. i'm just feeling super fucked up now. i really hate people who assume things. i hate people who don't know anything then anyhow think, anyhow say. you can blame me for hiding things. but why i want to hide? because whenever i tell you, you spread around. not only that. when i tell you things, you only know how to disagree. and you don't even talk reasonably. i'm someone who i don't like to say things. but you're someone who say everything. how do you expect me to tell you. i definitely know that i am in the wrong in certain ways and reaction. but i'm reacting like this because of the way you respond. i'm so pissed yet i'm so sad. i'm so sad because i was so pissed but yet i refused to argue/quarrel with you. but you continued saying saying and saying. and the things i go through since young, you'll never understand. i never blame anyone. because this is my life. the only thing i can do is to look forward. and i will strive hard to prove all of you wrong. there's so many things i wished i could say. but i cannot. maybe if one fine day when i really cannot tolerate, i will burst out everything and throw you back with all the questions? but at the end of the day, i'll only be blamed. nobody will say is your fault. people will only say is my fault. so why do i bother saying out? |
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The auntie you never knew.
Thursday, May 21, 200910:48
 I shall not withdraw my resignation!I'm so darn pissed! One moment ask me to stay, next moment treat me like shit! Hello, I don't need to stay in this type of small company when they say they adopt MNC style only to their benefit. But hey, this company is not even established to adopt MNC style. Come one, MNC has medical leave, annual leave, bonus, overtime and some even has annual vacation. So does this company even offer us such benefits that we should accept their "operation system"? To me, freedom at work is one thing. Benefits are another thing. Please don't bring in other things and be like an auntie nag at us for the whole day. We seriously believe that you have PMS everyday. And wait, I had so many friend who has even more freedom at work than us. Not like they have a boss sitting behind them that kp them every minute. You like to make it seemed like its all our fault, we're not appreciative and whatsoever. Asking us to hit that heaven figure quota in this market when you yourself don't even have confidence in doing it. Your high demands and conscientiousness makes no one able to work with you. and I'm happy that i actually survived so long. You are petty, you are trivial, you are grudging! You assume things, push the blames to others and super sensitive. You think you know everything. You are stingy. Stay in this company to face your ugly face. give me a break. I believe I can strive better elsewhere. I finally know and see a real man with female (auntie) characteristic! |
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Pissed
Friday, March 06, 200902:36
so pissed. so pissed. Put every issue aside. I just cannot stand people raising their voice at me for no reason. the problem is. no matter what it is, we can talk nicely. and i mean, screaming and shouting at me will not change a single thing. because i don't like. if you weren't someone a little more special i will seriously scream and shout at you back 10 times the way you did. trust me. I was alr on the verge of doing it. Afterall, you're not anyone to me. right? If this particular person, thinks that he/she doesn't owe me an apology. I would say, seriously. I don't give a damn. so wtf. |
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woohoo~
Thursday, February 05, 200905:23
I'm in office now~ hahaha okay, just came back from phuture lar. Having the thought of saving a little cab fare, decided to come back office to rest. and also to work a little more because i've been late almost everyday. Well well.. I'm freaking pissed today. YES, I nearly created an ugly scene in the club today. all the freaking ah tiongs! I swear... I will slap you if you ever let me see you the next time. I mean it! Please, ah tiong are strictly banned! freaking stingy and expect me to drink a drink that you drank before? expecting me to dance with you when you freaking dance retardedly? Try speaking english when you can never get rid of your cheena slang? touching girls around like nobody's business? wtfwtfwtf. You bloody ah tiongs should either go back to china or go geylang to find your tong xiang. ASS! WAHAHAH! Okay, enough of ranting. just thought of something i want to say. royston, my friend got 15 alarms! win you. wahahaha! and and, somebody please plan and sabo royston the next time we meet him. Happy Birthday! Okay, I'm tired. and I miss him. Alright, shall go take a nap now. Labels: birthday, pissed, rants, way too random |
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When everything don't seemed right
Saturday, November 15, 200801:20
I am very provoked. so provoked. I just can't help it but to remain at where am I after so long. I don't want to give myself excuses. Not hardworking enough means not. Stop sleeping away your time and start working hard. Passion, dream, sacrifice, willingness are not just noun. They are verbs. They are action words. you are supposed to work hard. you are supposed to practice hard. Don't expect people to feed you. stand up and walk yourself. You're not musically limb!!!!! If you continue to be like this, forget about the four words and never mention it again!! Stop talking and start working!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!!! WAKE UP PLEASE!!!! /AHHHHHHHHH I scolding you.. yes... you, Shyrlyn!!! |
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Saturday, July 05, 200822:01
Don't talk to me the way you are.
no matter how much you've seen, you're not the one who experience it. Don't assume what you think is right. That's just what you think. Labels: pissed, very pissed, very very pissed |
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man.
Monday, June 30, 200802:57
I was out with Julie today and we noticed a few married man who kept looking under girl's skirt.
1. Married man, wife sitting right in front. 2. Married man, pregnant wife sitting right in front, other family members around. Just what's the thrill looking?!!! Nothing could be seen. Worst is that they are married and both of their wives are sitting right in front. We spotted one of the men tried to peep under a married woman who squat down to try to put on her daughter's sandal. Hey, just what's wrong? A married auntie leh. OMG! Can you imagine, the wife was sitting in front talking to him and his eyes was elsewhere try to look at girls. It may be a fallen nature but its a decision. There's nothing wrong looking at pretty girls but just where are they looking. This is a disgrace to all mankind. Count yourself honourable if you're not one of the kind. You're rare. |
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神经病
Sunday, June 29, 200800:04
This is so ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!
Its super minor that makes me super irritated. I'll be super 客气 to you in time to come. Its nothing but life. Labels: pissed, sicked, vent, very pissed, very very pissed |
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Shyrlyn, drink more water!!!
Friday, June 27, 200800:29
Went back 海蝶 for prac. Its so terrible because I've got sore throat! tomorrow is PK!! and I still can't sing my 蓝天 well! argh ...
After that, headed to republic poly to rehearse with Yvonne, Rayson and Priscillia for Superbang this saturday! We supposed to meet 730pm and Pris reach at 830!!!!!! Late for an hour!!!! omg!! Anyway, its quite good after much hard work! hahaha! A hectic week, insufficient sleep. ok, off i go ... zzzzzz Labels: Ocean Butterfly, pissed, rants, singing |
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No pranks please!
Wednesday, April 30, 200820:52
2 nights ago there is this guy who prank called me in the middle of the night. Actually, he'd been pranking since last time. Started last year if I did not remember wrongly. I was telling Keshia about this and she thought that that person called and kept quiet. But it was the opposite. I was the one who kept quiet and he was the one who was doing the talk and basically making lots of noise. If you ask me about the content I would say its rather censored. I have probably offended some people. haha! Well, strange was everytime he called, I was awake and was chatting with the same person. I did not received any missed calls from a private number any other time when I was asleep. And of course I know cannot be the person whom I chat with.
That pervertic man don't sound young and sounded rather ang moh slank. The person who I chat with said he may be my neighbour. Man! please don't ... I don't wanna be stalked. But after much contemplation the only thing I could think of is he always read my blog and saw that I posted that entry during midnight at that particular night. I hardly don't blog when I sleep so late. Well, its bored at night though. hahahah. To that person who pranked me. If my guess isn't wrong, please continue to prank me tonight. |
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Dog response better
Sunday, April 27, 200821:58
I'm back! hee ... stressed ok! Exams time. Anyway, I seriously don't wish to pollute this place because of some irritating fellow! I really wonder which word of which post is it that I spelt incorrectly. And the thing is, what's wrong with typing A WORD wrongly? That doesn't mean that my english is poor. The worse thing is, the person who said my english was poor has weaker english than me. Much weaker! Well, I'm not saying that I use perfect english but at least I use and speak proper english which he don't or rather can't. Someone who can't even spell the word "PRONOUNCE" ! Hello!! Who is he to even criticise me? And completely no right to criticise my friend. Her highest qualification is PSLE and highest level is Sec 1NA. And she had not touched books and words for 2 to 3 years. It is understandable for her not to be able to remember the word pronounce, isn't it? Didn't he had his N level? Its really amusing right? Something more hilarious. There was once, this same person text me early morning Randomly and say "hey, your place there raining. Becareful when you go school." But hey! All humankind whom I know, knows that my dad sends me to school. Well, I ignored though. The thing that made me did not know to laugh or to be pissed was at that same night, he text me again to ask me "hey, this morning your place there raining right?" I replied, "Obviously, why?." He said,"No la, doubt lo" HEY!!! I really wonder if he even understand the word "doubt"! What is there to doubt about raining? Man! He's like dim-witted! Always say things that doesn't make sense at all. That day, he even text my friend and say "You also not cute, not pretty. why so many people jio(go after) you?" Oh, please! I thought he was just rejected by her. And he asked her if he has chance the next day. Is this cheap or shameful or too desperate? SICKED!!! |
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Punctuality
Thursday, February 28, 200816:24
I promise I'm not gonna be late anymore.
Even if i'm late, definitely not more than 20mins. I'm just sick with people who are ALWAYS late. Last week, my teacher mention about punctuality. She said, being punctual is not for other people. Its for self-respect. People will respect you when you respect them by being punctual. Typical Singaporean is very kiasu in snatching things and stuffs but we're not kiasu in punctuality. Where is our time management? Labels: emo, management, pissed |
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Just utterly disappointed ...
Tuesday, February 05, 200816:02
Well, I won't let my new year be an unpleasant one this year!
Not because of you. I made up my mind to move on. Go ahead with what you want then. I won't interfere. Not any thing. If you're not appreciative then get lost. If you think I have so much time to be a busybody then shut up and stop complaining. If you don't treat me like how a friend should be then why should I? And please shut up if you don't know any thing! How much do you understand?! |
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Different measures
Monday, January 14, 200817:02
Its not the first time you infringe it.
You should know long ago but you disregard it. What can I say? Well, just be more understanding ... Labels: emo, management, pissed, rants |
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