Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
shut up and sit down
I am crazily doing stupid stuff. I have high pitch laughter. I can cry in 10sec. I have a man character.

scream your lungs


scary flashbacks
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A Sudden Decision
Monday, June 30, 200823:21

I only decided to take part last night and today was the deadline. Anyway, I've submitted the application form and I'm definitely in for it. Love it.

I shall make this work!!!

Anyway, certain things don't like means don't like.

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Just a few reason why I blog
I'm posting a lot today because I'm pissed.

I blog because:
  • share my happiness
  • share my inspiration
  • share what God had done for me
  • share my experience
  • share my stand
  • share about the things I learn
  • share my achievements
  • kill boredom
  • vent my anger
  • complain and complain
  • express my emotions
  • pour my hearts
  • motivate myself
I love blogger.
I speak freely here.
I don't have to be sensitive to what others think and feel.
No purpose, no pressure.
Just say.
Its me, don't like it?
then leave.


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I was out with Julie today and we noticed a few married man who kept looking under girl's skirt.

1. Married man, wife sitting right in front.

2. Married man, pregnant wife sitting right in front, other family members around.

Just what's the thrill looking?!!! Nothing could be seen. Worst is that they are married and both of their wives are sitting right in front.
We spotted one of the men tried to peep under a married woman who squat down to try to put on her daughter's sandal. Hey, just what's wrong? A married auntie leh. OMG! Can you imagine, the wife was sitting in front talking to him and his eyes was elsewhere try to look at girls.
It may be a fallen nature but its a decision.
There's nothing wrong looking at pretty girls but just where are they looking.
This is a disgrace to all mankind.

Count yourself honourable if you're not one of the kind.
You're rare.

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Big hints
What does big hints means?

People often don't say what they want or like. They prefer giving little and big hints. It just made me wonder what do they want to achieve from the hints. Does the person who receive it even understand what the non stop hints means? Everyone has different level of common sense level, some probably don't have at all. Why make others guess, why beat around the bush?

Yes, typical Singaporean are so good at beating around the bush and they're lack of expression. They like to keep everything to themselves, they cannot express their feelings well and definitely lack social skill.

Do you like to guess what others are thinking?
Build on your social skills.
What you want to know about others are what others want to know about you.

Oh yeah!!!! 蓝天 works!!!

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please stop this.
I was angry
I was discouraged
I was upset.

Sometimes, I just wonder why am I looked highly on
Why is my expectations always higher

I try my best to meet the expectations
but why am I unhappy.

Why am I feeling this way?

I don't need to be forgiven!

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Sunday, June 29, 200800:04
This is so ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!
Its super minor that makes me super irritated.

I'll be super 客气 to you in time to come.

Its nothing but life.

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Shyrlyn, drink more water!!!
Friday, June 27, 200800:29
Went back 海蝶 for prac. Its so terrible because I've got sore throat! tomorrow is PK!! and I still can't sing my 蓝天 well! argh ...

After that, headed to republic poly to rehearse with Yvonne, Rayson and Priscillia for Superbang this saturday! We supposed to meet 730pm and Pris reach at 830!!!!!! Late for an hour!!!! omg!!
Anyway, its quite good after much hard work! hahaha!
A hectic week, insufficient sleep.
ok, off i go ... zzzzzz

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sing no more. sick no more.
Thursday, June 26, 200815:30
I just so like my blogskin now. hahahah!! Fresh look.
yea, so motiveted to blog. wahahaha!!

okay, i didn't attend school today due to the terrible cough and sore throat. Went to see a doctor and as usual, i got the same kinds of medicine. I don't know why, but recently my throat become quite bad. And been having sore throat every now and then. omg!! i don't know how am i gonna sing later, tomorrow and on saturday. why is it that i always get sore throat when i need to sing?!!! argh!!! Please pray for me! I need my voice so badly lar. Tomorrow is the mini PK with other class, sat is superbang and 2 weeks later is exam!! I need to practice my song so badly. I think i got to stop screaming and shouting. hahaha!

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What a fat boy!
Met up with Queen last night for dinner at Vivo. After strolling for a while, we headed to Food Republic for dinner. I didn't eat much since I was sick and have no appetite at all. hahaha. No doubt that, my dinner cost me 9 bucks! omg! I got myself dumplings and xiao long bao but yea, i couldn't finish though. Its super filling. Queen ate the-very-healthy-and-economical herbal soup + steamed meat + free steamed egg with rice that cost her only 7 bucks. hahaha.
ok enough ranting.

While we were talking, we both saw something that paused us from everything to just look. hahah!! There was a little boy who had finished a plate chicken rice and the mother bought him another big plate of rice. For the moment, we thought he probably will only eat a little. But guess what, the moment he pick up the fork and spoon, be began to stuff big spoonfulls of rice into his mouth. Not a few scoops, he had already finish of of the rice. OMG! It just made me wonder why his mother would get him the big plate of rice. hahaha!

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Yeah Yeah Yeah!!! New blogskin. I'm just tired of that previous blogskin. hahahah!

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Sore Throat?
Wednesday, June 25, 200822:42
I've been singing a lot since last week. I'm losing my voice, cough, sore throat. argh ...

I was told to try Euphon. Yvonne said that she took one and recovered. I've took a few today, it didn't recover totally but it did got much better. hahaha! It felt soothing and I could talk clearer but I still can't sing. hahah. Yeah, most importantly is to drink lots lots lots of water, avoid heaty food, cold drinks.

If you're having sore throat or lost your voice, try this.
You can get it from any guardian store at $9.70. It contain 70 lozenges.


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No Offence
I know i supposed to be sleeping now but i just feel like blogging because I just came across somebody's blog that talks about Singapore culture. So Singapore culture is mainly influenced by Southeast Asia and America.

I somehow agree with him because Singapore definitely has bad fashion standard. Especially the typical colourful skinnies you see on street. Well, besides that I can't agree more of his opinion about Singaporean. SEA and America has completely different culture and upbringing. We cannot compare in such a manner. If you adopt America fashion or rather "bring Hollywood here", I supposed Americans are so delicate and wobbly? hahaha!

Stop being critical.

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Post 17th birthday celebration!
Sunday, June 22, 200822:50
Celebrated my birthday today! ok its darn happening but a little disorganized.

We started of with ice breaker. We played murderer. I believe everyone enjoyed yea? hahha

Next was praise and worship, we sang All Things New and I Surrender All.

Then we had a testimony time shared by yours truely. Those who missed the part, this is what i shared.

Hi friends, today is a very important day for me because I’m celebrating my 17th birthday. Firstly, I want to take this opportunity to thank God for this day. For some of you here who know me for quite awhile, you guys would know a bit of my past. For those who do not know, I was a very rebellious kid since young. In my teenage years, it got bad to worse. I mixed with the wrong company that led me to smoking, fights, taking drugs and shoplifting at the age of 13. I was blacklisted in school and was popular for sitting in the general office. In those days, the police are also the frequent people I meet.

I got into many troubles and in the year 2005 I was charged. I was sent to Girls’ Home for a month and 15 months of probation. Nevertheless, my heart was with that group of friends even after I came out from Girls’ Home. Hence, I got into more troubles that year. In January last year, I was charged again. This time I was remanded in Girls’ Home for a month and sentenced 18 months on probation. I really want to thank God because of the very very rare cases that can be placed on probation for the second time.

When I was in Girls’ Home, I prayed day and night and I felt so strongly that God was with me all the time. So when I heard that I’m able to go through probation again, I made a decision to change and desired to lead a better life. I quit all my bad habits at once and left the group of friends. During last year’s Easter, I came back to church and decided to plant myself here. I’m very grateful to God because He changed my life tremendously. He gave me a purpose in life and a passion to pursue my dream in singing. After experiencing all this, I really do not regret of such a past. I believe my experience can be of help to the people around me.

Friends, if a person like me can dream big dreams, I believe all of can. I really want to encourage all of you that if you have a dream, do not be afraid to pursue it. There may be a lot of challenges but your passion will keep you going. I also learnt to keep a positive attitude in facing every challenge. My experience had helped me to grow in maturity and I had grown to know who Jesus is. Without Him, I won’t be able to turn myself from my past and would never have the courage to pursue my dream.

Lastly, I want to thank all my cell group members especially Marlin and Seth who was always there in times of need. Without you guys, my life would not be filled with so much joy and laughter. I also want to thank all of you who spend your time to come here. I really appreciate your presence. I have also prepared a little card for all of you. Hope you enjoy yourselves today!!!

Thank you.

Followed by collecting God's offering.

Continued with birthday sabo! seriously, not very exciting. hahaha oops!! sorry!

and lastly KTV-ing! hahaha! get to listen to all the pro!! ahaha

I'm super super happy with my present lar!! although i love Queena so much for the whole box of snoopy, still "THANK" her for the newspapers!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear N234, thanks for the love, joy and laughter. Thanks for always being there in times of need. Thanks for always helping me when I face challenges. Thanks for all the effort!! Lets continue to work and pray for a greater breakthrough for our cg!

Thanks the Butterflies! hahaha! Tiffany, yikang, royston, betty, regina, peter!! and i got to know a few new people today like ASHTON! Tiffany's bf, Jerry and peter's gf, Jie Ru! wahahha!! Ashton is the pro of the pro and my friend thought that he's a secondary school student. hahaha!
And Jerry and Jie Ru, you guys got to meet us more often lar! hahaha!!

I have to wait for Derek to do the video and photo before I can upload! Will upload real soon!
See you!!! whahahah!!

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Just for fun ...
Saturday, June 21, 200822:09
I saw this on Regina's blog and I'm attracted by question 39!

1.What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Girlfriend-Veracia! Called me while snoozing. Hahahah.. We have exactly same tone lar. hahaha

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
No, its seems so disconnected to the world.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
Finally, I can sleep until 12pm today. hahah

4. When did you last cry?
Yes!! Yesterday, under the presence of God.

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
hahaha. I like Snoopy and Peanut.. no peanut butter for me.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Yes, I so love-hate rain. I like to listen the pitter-patter of the rain and I like to get under them when I’m not dressed up. Hahaha! But, I’m super afraid of thunder, big thunder especially and super heavy rain at night or early in the morning. Its quite scary. hahah

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
Everything. Comfy blanket. Melody, I always say hi to it. Super big duck. My chou chou. Hahaha. And my SNOOPY! – He just turn 7!

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
off-coloured FBT. hahaha

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
I have 3264 messages in my indox. Hahah.
Kewei: Happy birthday to u

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Yea, in the past.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Sex in the City

14. What are you proud of?
Very proud of Sun because I know how much she had done or rather is doing. She’s my greatest motivator to want to go into celeb world even if I know how tough its gonna be. Taiwan! I’ll always support in the things that she do!

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
hahah! Meet to study? Buy Julie!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
SHY-lyn, shy, ruis

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
By Alicia, “hey girl, where is the exact location for ur party tmr? TPY which part?”

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
4am! ahahha

20. Are you currently happy?
Yes, of course. Always happy. I don’t take negative things to heart for long.

21. Who gives you best advice?
There’s no best advice. It’s a decision by yourself.

22. who u hate most in your life?
Seriously, I never thought about it before. I love everyone! Hmm, Satan hates me! hahaha

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Girlfriend-Veracia again. hahah

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes and no lar. hahah

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Everything? I laugh easily. Hahaha. I’m watching 综艺大哥大 now.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
hahaha. No lar.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes, I do.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
When they suan people with no limit and when they like to suan people but cannot take suan-ness. hahah

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Crush? Maybe. hahah

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

32. What colour is your room?
Baby pink + beige

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
uhh… I don’t hate anyone leh. It will be me to be in hell for my eternal life.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
Don’t know. Hahaha. Is it in my era?

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
Me. Haha. My bed is too messy to let others sleep on.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
I think is Winnie? Or lixin? hahaha

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
don’t think so. Haha.

38. Do you have a life?
Yes, imperfect life but perfect purpose!

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
hahaha! This is the only question that makes me want to do this.
No I don’t. I’m not Royston.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Nope nope. If can can hear any. hahaha

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
uhh.. I probably thought I don’t dream but Royston say I don’t remember lar. Hahaha.

42. Last time you smiled?
I hardly smile. I “laugh out loud!” hahahha

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes, tremendously. You’ll know tomorrow! Hahaha! Prepare to hold your jaw tight. Hahah..

44. What are you listening to right now?
my mum talking on phone and TV.

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open lar. Abit dumb to walk with eyes closed right.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
John 15:5 “I am the vine, you are the branches, he who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.”

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
hahaha. I won’t.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yea, guitar, keyboard.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks?
Not really. Ahahha.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

in the cab

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
hahhaha. Very very happy with God’s Love.

53. What song describe your love life?
I surrender all

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yes. He loves me dearly like no one can give.

55. Who always makes you laugh?
everyone lar. I laugh so easily. I don’t emo. hahah

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yea, Chinese and Bnglish. Ahahha (bangla English)

57. Are you blond?
Nope. Looks highlighted.

58. Whats your middle name?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Yeah!!! Tomorrow!!! Birthday celebration!

60. What do you think you are like?
I’m someone who does a lot of thinking, positive most of the time, makes wise decision.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
nobody. I don’t mind meeting my heavenly Father. But I have much more to do for Him.

62.Where have you been today?
I just woke up not long.

63. What game do you play often?
I don’t play games. hahah

64. Who are you missing right now?
nobody eh. I see my friends almost everyday. And I’m seeing them later!

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
Jesus. Hahaha.

66. What are you doing right now?
multi-tasking. Doing this + watching tv

67. Which primary school are you from?
Pei Tong Primary School.

68. What are 3 colours you love?
I’m open to any colour. Love red the most.

69. What are you longing for?
greater breakthrough.

70. What is life to you?

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Talk to someone.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Last night. Royston. hahaha

73. Which model of phone do you use?
Nokia 5610

74. Which month are you born in?

75. How are you feeling right now?
looking forward!

76. What is the time now?
1:53 pm

77. Where are you now?

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
highlighted Red.

79. Why are you doing this test?
I saw question 39! hahaha

80. What do you do when you're moody?
keep quiet? hahaha

81. At which age you wish to get marry?
ideal age is 25.

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
currently I have no bf. But I think both is equally important

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
Yes, definitely. hahaha

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Gf-Veracia, seth, marlin. hahah

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yeah! I’ve seen before!

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Sing all day without sore throat.

87. What is your goal for this year?
O levels.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

89. What feeling do you love most?
tangible presence of God.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

91. What feeling you hate the most?
don’t understand what others feel. Feeling helpless.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course!

93. Do you believe in God?

94. Who cares for you the most?

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Passion for singing.

96.What'll you bring when you fight?
hahah. I don’t know. Holy spirit is with me. Hahaha

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
no, nothing actually. Every part of my life teaches me a lot in life.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
This woudn’t happen

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
I’m sure I won’t have such standard.

going to church!!!!


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Big Bang Big Bang!
Thursday, June 19, 200802:34
I so love the camp!

First, we wake up at 530am every morning before the camp to pray. For friends, for logistics, for weather, for members, for cg, for zone, for church, for everything. We prayed so much and just a few days before the camp, we have 0 friends who are coming. As we continue to press in to God, He showed us ways and opened doors.

During the camp, we have 2 friends, Kewei and Kelvin.
Kewei is Kexin's younger brother which is also my student. He is 11 years old this year. He's so well taken care of because he's like the 宝贝 among us. The brothers piggy-back him, carried his bag for him, give up the whole bed to him, talk to him, play(chopstick) with him. and found himself a few new friends like jj and yerui. hahah! Even at the end of the camp, his bag was full of titbits that are given by all of us. hahah. Got to thank the guys for taking care of him so well, showing love and care if not we will lose our ultimate purpose of the camp. Yea, and the most important thing is that HE RECEIVED SALVATION!

Kelvin is Priscillia's friend. He was super spontaneous when we are playing games. He never once complain that its tiring or even pull a long face that shows his un-interest. He was so involved and enthusiastic. I'm sure he enjoyed himself and found more friendship in our cg. Although he didn't respond, he agreed to come for cg and service every. This is a good start. Thanks, guys for putting the effort to engage him.

I feel like after the camp our cg become more reactive. Why reactive? In the reactivity series, magnesium, aluminum, zinc and iron are metals that are less reactive which has weak bonds whereas potassium, sodium and calcium are very reactive metals and has very strong bonds. So we're like the less reactive metals in the past which has weak bonds but now, we are the very reactive metals that has strong bonds.

Although its just 3 days 2 nights, God opened doors and did miracles. For example, we had been praying for good weather as the weather forecast predicted that there will be thunder storm.God indeed answered our prayers because the camp was very successful and we're not affected by any bad weather. Praise the Lord!

During the first night, although all of us are so worn out, we still came together to pray in front of the bbq pit. I was so tired as I didn't sleep for few days before the camp. Thank God for the strength! As I prayer walked that day, God began to speak to me about healing. And my faith suddenly raised up and began to pray for the sick. I prayed for Queen and true enough, she got back her voice the next day. I also feel that God is beginning to use me in the area of healing. I suddenly have the burden to want to pray for Nicole for healing. If you see it, you'll have it.

Happy Birthday to me!

Went KTV just now with Royston, Yikang and Regina. It was so fun as we used the HALL. hahah! And now, I feel that my sore throat is coming back. Better drink more honey and sea coconut. hahah! Thanks guys for the 12am sharp warm-but-not-very-familiar-Happy Birth(s) day! ahahah!
Speacial thanks to:
For the heartfelt sms wishes!

This Sunday, more to come! hahahha!!!
Please also take note that this Sunday(22 June) has been changed to 1130am at Toa Payoh Mrt. Starts from 12pm - 6pm.
and do not come empty handed... oops! hahaha!
kidding ah... As long as you come in person, I appreciate it! hhaha!
See you there!

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Upcoming Events
Thursday, June 05, 200800:03
BigBANG Camp
Build A New Generation
Date: 11 June 2008 to 13 June 2008


Sing-till-drop KTV
17 birthday celebration
Venue: Toa Payoh CC
Date: 22 June 2008
(actual day: 19 June)
Time: 1pm - 5pm
Meeting time/place: 12pm at Toa Payoh Control Station


Choir Ministry Mini Showcase!
Venue: Church
Date: July
Woohoo~ Its been long since I had competitions going. Although this is not a competition, I can still sing on stage. On Stage. yeah! hahaha! The feeling is back! I have 1 more month to prepare my song and instruments bla bla bla!


I have actually wasted whole of today for waking up at 3pm. I can't go anywhere. I missed tuition. Ended up watching tv at home. and the tv is still on now but i'm not watching. such a bored day that i've wasted. oh man!

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One Of Us
Monday, June 02, 200804:02

Marie Digby, One of Us
Original Singer: Joan Osborne
Check this out. Nice voice.

If God had a name, what would it be
And would you call it to His face
If you were faced with Him in all his glory
What would you ask if you had just one question

And yeah yeah God is great
yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home

If God had a face what would it look like
And would you want to see
If seeing meant that you would have to believe
In things like heaven and in Jesus and the saints and all the prophets

And yeah yeah God is great
yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make His way home
He's trying to make His way home

And yeah yeah God is great
yeah yeah God is good
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make His way home
Just trying to make His way home
Back up to heaven all alone
Nobody calling on the phone
Except for the pope maybe in Rome

The lyrics speaks of my heart.
God is great, God is good!
The lyrics makes me feel that people are constantly asking themselves of such questions. Or rather I wished to ask unbeliever such questions. If you knew who is He would you ignore Him or would you love Him? If you can have an encounter with Him, do you want it? But if an encounter means to believe. If you can have a relationship with Him, would you want to build it? God is loving!

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