10pm, I was baking brownie.
1am, still baking.
3am, trying to pack brownies into bags.
I actually totally slip my mind about the brownies for easter.
Too many things recently that I really slip my mind.
Anyway, I'm done at least with the brownies. hahahah!
I really look forward for tomorrow.
I pray that everything will go smoothly and nothing will go wrong.

Later, will be meeting rosamund and jessica 1130am at marina though i told them 12.
haha. I hope they receive my message on time.
1.30pm, meeting hai die classmates for KBOX!
Really miss it. I haven't been there for quite some time (1 month!)
but well, only half the class can make it =(
hope the next time will be more united.
Followed by Easter celebration! A fantastic Drama that i'm looking soooo foward to ...
and of course the preaching. hahha!!
I pray we'll have friends more than expected.
We'll have more decisions!

Yesterday during CEP, my councilor wanted to see me. I was kind of amused by the letter that was given to me. Later then I realized, she started a support group and wants me to be there to share my experiences. Since I’m the oldest in school by years (not age), placed on probation the longest, experienced the worst side of the school. I still appreciate my school though. haha. Well, people in that group were just exactly like I was. They're shortsighted and they don't believe that my VP, Councilor, some teachers are reasonable people and they don’t look at circumstances. Actually to think about it, its been really long way. I experience almost every 'punishment' or rather consequence of MCYS. hahah! I was placed on Guidance Program, had tagging, been to Toa Payoh Girls' Home (admission), Singapore Girls' Home (remand/weekend detention), probation, CSO (200hours altogether). But I have not regretted going through all those. All that brought me where I am today. It showed me my true purpose in life. It showed me the right path to choose. I hope I do make a difference in people's life.

Really thank God because I am recognized as one of the few successes in my school that was put on probation. God indeed will not waste any experiences and I believe He work in my school.

hahahaha. And only then I realised my form teacher is totally ignorant of me being on probation. hahaha. She kind of panicked in the morning as i slept as usual. She woke me up and out of the blue became so caring. hahahaha.
so fake. hahaha.

I must regain my faith to appeal for early discharge. Jesus, be with me.

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