Yesterday was a long long day. was scare awake at 10am. ahhaha. I was supposed to reach church at 11am . Rushed like hell and thankfully I was only 10mins late. wahhahha.
How I wish I have a teleport. Then I don't have to always waste time waiting for cabs. hahah.

okay, i think the atmosphere of both service 1 and service 4 was great. I begin to really enjoy in choir. hahaha. There's just a huge sense of satisfactory when people come and tell me that the atmosphere was great. hahah!!


Had a talk with Veracia on Sat. She said that before she went poly, she thought that she wanted a normal diploma to secure herself so she took IT in poly. To her, you don't need any cert in drama so she did not pursue a course that is related to drama. she planned that after poly, work for 2 years and off she go to pursue drama. She's out of poly and now she just happen to be a marketing manager and holds a share in a company. So the question is how can she give up the achievements after 2 years in her company and pursue her passion?

So my question is should I pursue a music related qualification? or should I take up a normal course to secure myself?

A: take up music related course (Passion)

B: take up a normal course (preferbly business related, Note: its a course i'm interested in)


A: you should pursue your passion

B: you should take a normal course and take up part-time class for music

A: take that normal course for what?

B: to secure yourself. its unrealistic to study music in Singapore

A: But its my passion. Don't be so kia si lar

B: its not kia si. its survival skills

A: yeah, its kia si what.

B: but you still got to survive. what can you do with a music related qulification? how much can you earn?

A: It doesn't really matter. Its my passion. if i take up a normal course, no matter what I'll be half-hearted because i know one day I'm gonna leave this aspect. but if i take up a music related course, I'll be left with no choice but to work very very hard. Let's say I'm not half hearted in the normal course, i graduate and work in that aspect. then how on earth am I gonna get into the music line? and how long will that take?

B: What if you fail even if you work very hard? Since its your passion, i'm sure you're willing to wait right? If you don't have a stable job, stable salary, how are you gonna pursue your passion?

A: At least I've tried. Even if at the end of the day I fail, I've tried my best. Isn't it a blessing to have the courage to pursue your dream? I believe even if I can't achieve what I really want to, I will still remain in this line which I'm sure I'll love it. Yes, money is a very important issue. But there's a will there's a way. Money is never a worry for me. Can you guarantee that the normal course can secure me with a good paid job?

B: Because you're young. you don't know how important and how hard money is earned. I can't guarantee but at least the chance is higher than music stuff.

A: Yeah, I'm young. That's why i can afford to pursue the dream. I can always start over again.

This is that kind of debate I always do. with who? hahah.. Probably my left brain with my right brain. Or rather my mind with my heart. haha. Yeah myself. I would probably think of every possible scenario. All possible scenarios are at the extreme. I just wonder why Singaporean cannot accept art? Risky? What about faith in God?

To all faithful readers, please tell me do you agree with A or B. comment about it if you have a different view. hahaha!

Labels: church, daily, management, Passion, Random, singing