My birthday is less than one month's time.

I'm excited but not so.

because, Tiffany will be back for my birthday.

yay!!

hahahaha

But not so excited because its my 18th birthday and i have no idea where should i celebrate.

and i don't wish to invite the whole world(as in alllll my friends). Probably just a few close ones? hahahha! Give me some idea please.

I thought of chalet.

but, its too troublesome. and not many can make it.

Club? same lor, not all my friends can go in. I'm thinking for BRR, Regina, Betty, char and Karen(you better come!).

wahahaha.

The only place that i think is the most suitable is 7th Haven. Daniel, if you happen to read this post, you should know what to do. wahhaahah!

Or, shall we just go for buffet? wait, got 24hour buffet? How can i expect everyone's time to synchronise right? ahhhh!

Somebody! anybody! Plan for me can!

Anyway, once i planned everything. I'll post up.

hahaha.

Back to my birthday resolution.

Ok, after my birthday.

1. Will get into a new working environment. So i don't know what will it be like. I want to learn more things there and strive better.

2. Take Driving License

3. Study next year.

4. Revive my interest and passion for singing. Tell me, I cannot be contented. because I have not achieved something.

5. Finance my(& his) money better

6. Have a healthier lifestyle

7. Canon Digital IXUS 990 IS

Went blading on Sunday at East Coast.
It was so crowded!
One hour blade is enough.
exhausted, sweaty sticky.
But its fun!
Seeing people fall down.
*evil laughs*
wahahaha!

The blade was exceptionally heavy that left bruises on my legs.
awwww.
Proceeded to the beach and chilled, did stupid stuffs.
hahaha.

and home.


Yesterday.
Went IMM for dinner at pepper lunch.
Proceeded to boat quay.

Sometimes, I felt very insignificant.
The fact is that I always put myself into other's shoes and think for them.
But end up, no one actually spared a thought for me. I have strong belief and believe in whatever I do. As long as my conscience are clear, it doesn't matter how people look at me and think about me. But this time, I felt that my kind intentions were being jeopardise. I don't judge people. But one's impression in me will not be influenced by side talks. I observe little things myself. and I really see with my eyes. But apparently, most people are self centered and only think about themselves. I felt even more stupid when people interrogate me. Its like, yeah yeah. Who give me the rights and whatever shit. Why do I even have to answer you? Why don't you even look at the big picture and stop assuming things? It just seemed to me that you don't care how much mistakes you have done. But you just want to pin point at small things that others do.

Hello, you heartbroken? Doesn't mean that you have the RIGHT to be emotional and unreasonable. Do you think you even have the RIGHT to scream and shout at people like mad dog? Well, you were not the only one who is sad, heartbroken. Why do I see pity party within oneself. I'm not saying that everything i say is accurate and definite. But please, it still doesn't mean that the whole world owes you. You yourself knows what went wrong the most. You should to face the reality.

Apparently, you just wanted to vent your anger at someone.

Lastly, I hope you truly understand who are the ones who treat you well. I hope no matter what you do in future, look at the bigger picture. Stop being a typical girl who only think about how people hurt you. Grow up and learn to think rationally and sensibly. Stop being so quick tempered (applies to myself too).

Disclaimer: This is purely based on author's view. If anybody unhappy about this post, exit and don't read it. This place give me all the RIGHTS to write what I want. Thank you.

This person. a man i knew few months ago.
He's a fake freak. He's unreasonable. He's ass. He's big fat liar. He's coward.

I shall start from the first time we meet.
Wait.. his name is Ahpunehneh
1. Ahpunehneh claims that he's rich man's son who has family business of a printing company. When I asked him which company, he said some name which i don't know and whatever lor. I don't work in this line either. My friend then ask him more as her mum needs to print a certain volume of namecard. He then gave super low quote and really present very well as if his dad really owned that company. He claims that he doesn't have to work.
When he said that my heart was "depend on family. useless"
Nevertheless, I still entertained him and somewhat believed him.

2. Later on, he told me he used to gamble and lost lots of money and hence, has to work in his parent "printing company" to ear $1000 a month.

3. When he knew my friend and I was working in a car company, he tried to start a topic with us and ask us to check how much is Toyota MRS. And gave an impression that he really want to buy. Then he and his friends bragged about him taking his BMW or whatever shit deliberately infront of us.

More lies coming.

4. He say again.. that his license got confiscated due to drink driving and he really parked a MRS below his house.

5. He said he was a racer for Ferrari.

6. There was one day when I kind of quarrel with my friend and he like to add salt add oil. like to follow crowd. Although there was already an issue with my friend and I but I all along knew he was the fire starter. Add salt add vinegar.

7. He's a coward because he only want to/will fight with guai guai people. This is an act of a bully!

8. He is childish because he always want to fight, he has a 9 year old kid. Which he is very proud of it. Ok, its definitely good to be proud of your son. but the problem is, he is no capable in looking after his son, throw his son to his mother to look after him. And his son was born out of accident and he is really insensible to get married and gave birth to the kid at the age of 20. Mr Ahpunehneh, I really pity your son.

9. He's childish and immature to get married and divorce twice.

10. He takes his friends for granted. He let his friends pay for almost everything. He is broke but still want to hangout. If his friends or whoever complains anything about it, he says that his friend is not being steady. If any of his friends ever reject his "request" or rather demand, he'll criticise the person saying that he is petty, selfish, not being steady.

11. He ask his friend's gf out because he says another of his friend's car is with him. He misused friendship and the word friend.

12. He borrowed car from his friend and when he says no, he says again "you're not being steady."

13. He wanted to borrow car from another friend an I told him, "you ask him yourself. I'm not sure if he's comfortable to lend." He replied with very confidence tone "He will lend me. He will not be calculative with me" He's right. Under that circumstance, that friend lent that car to him which brought us trouble! The car came back with broken windscreen, lost cashcard, $10+ worth of $1 coins was missing, one of the tyre has slight puncture, whole car was dirty and smelly, the car became a little shaky seems to be the suspension problem. The fuel was full tank that night when he borrow the car, came back in the morning left half tank. And he drove 300kmin one night. When the car came back with so many problem, his friend ask Ahpunehneh, how is it gonna be settled, Ahpunehneh said "calim your insurance lor" He is obviously not talking sense and suspected of taking drugs. This is a real shameful act but apparently he is not remorseful at all. He is shallow. he is superficial. he is dumb!

A normal person will ask him to pay back. and a normal person who spoil friend's thing be it big or small will compensate. So it is only reasonable for his friend to ask him to compensate. And this shameful Ahpunehneh said "I have no money" but had the money to buy drugs. wow! great. Anyway, he dare not shout when we were faced to faced. He called me... and shouted like mad dog.

You are a shameful Ahpunehneh dog. If you don't feel so, I really think that you are 可怜 and 可悲! You have to face the consequences and be responsible for your actions.

If you ever read this post, please do reflect on yourself. And your friends has done enough for you. If you're a man, stand up yourself and stop depending on others.

Went Geylang with baby for dinner. We wanted to eat dim sum in the first place. Then he suggested crab. I was a little reluctant in the first place. because you know .. crab? must use hands leh. nevertheless, we still head for the crab and I wasn't regret a single moment.

Ma La Crab Ma La Crab is so so so so delicious.

Its more addictive than alcohol and nicotine! The moment you start, you won't want to stop!

I don't care! I want again! again!

Tiffany, we shall go there when you come back.

you'll love it!

and I personally think its way beeter than the one we ate at JB.

wahahahha!

Then we head to PS for Night In the Museum 2! This is freaking hilarious.

and again like part 1, I like the dum dum bring me gum gum. like although he only appeared twice i think! and its not very predictable what will happen after the biggest museum in the world comes alive. I like the ka men ra. he's so stupid lar. But when they begin to fight, what was on my mind was... walao.. you all make until so messy, glass broke and everything... then what will happen when dawn.. how they clear the mess? ahahhaha

ok, I think abit too much. In any case, it is too unrealistic.

hahahaha!

But do watch it! Its freaking hilarious, I promise!

wahahah!

I shall not withdraw my resignation!

I'm so darn pissed! One moment ask me to stay, next moment treat me like shit! Hello, I don't need to stay in this type of small company when they say they adopt MNC style only to their benefit. But hey, this company is not even established to adopt MNC style. Come one, MNC has medical leave, annual leave, bonus, overtime and some even has annual vacation. So does this company even offer us such benefits that we should accept their "operation system"?

To me, freedom at work is one thing. Benefits are another thing. Please don't bring in other things and be like an auntie nag at us for the whole day. We seriously believe that you have PMS everyday. And wait, I had so many friend who has even more freedom at work than us. Not like they have a boss sitting behind them that kp them every minute. You like to make it seemed like its all our fault, we're not appreciative and whatsoever. Asking us to hit that heaven figure quota in this market when you yourself don't even have confidence in doing it. Your high demands and conscientiousness makes no one able to work with you. and I'm happy that i actually survived so long. You are petty, you are trivial, you are grudging! You assume things, push the blames to others and super sensitive. You think you know everything. You are stingy.

Stay in this company to face your ugly face.

give me a break.

I believe I can strive better elsewhere.

I finally know and see a real man with female (auntie) characteristic!

I'm so sorry!

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My blog have been dead since i became an idler.

hahaha.

and many has bugged me to update, update and update.

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Seriously, I don't know where should I start man.

Like so long never blog alot of things happen leh.

how...?

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Start from friday then.

So fridays are as usual for vocal lessons.

After class, we went Singapore Flyer to watch/support Sherlyn's performance.

at this bitro bar.

There were reporters there I think. They were interviewing her.

hahaha.

hmm.. quite cool.

I left shortly after as my evil baby came to fetch me and we went bq.

Waited for Andy and partner to reach and dinner.

We headed to Shebang.

as usual, drank a little, sing a little, played cards a little.

Afterthat, Adrian came down, supper and home.

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This is a tiring day!

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Sat.. Woke up at 12 plus.

Headed to Bedok int for lunch with baby and Char

and down to Brenda's house for cookie baking.

The cookies are delicious and beautiful!

Until 6+ at night.

We then head down to Clarke quay to meet ... that don't know what name.

Sat at riverside... chilled for few hours and then to Long John for dinner.

Accompanied Char to take bus as my "shi jian duo de shi"...

hhahahah.

Then met baby at bq.

We went to Shebang again.

with Andy, Adrian, Robin, Ray and partner.

As usual, drank a little, sang a little, played cards a little.

Then supper at Adrian's house downstairs.

Ate halfway suddenly got storm and rained heavily.

And there was volcano that was about to erupt.

hahaha.

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Sun .. First meal of the day.. Ma La Steamboat at bugis.

Then went to chinatown as Adrian had a $10000 deal and need to go sign contract.

While baby went to the mst popular $6 saloon to cut his ShowLuo's hair.

hahaha!

After all's done, headed to Lunar.

Drinks sucked. Live band sucked.

Old songs all the way.

Still got shang hai tan.

Service is the worse.

Can you imagine all the ah tiongs there.

And what? Y2 will be the this week.

Like! WTH. Why this place?!!!

And the 2 lead singer talk alot of nonsense!

Catched Angels and Demon after that.

hmmm.. actually I was super tired and.... I dozed off.

oops.

its too comfortable leh.

awwww...

and reached home at 430AM.

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AHHHH. I want to sleep now!!!!~

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The end.