Went blading on Sunday at East Coast.
It was so crowded!
One hour blade is enough.
exhausted, sweaty sticky.
But its fun!
Seeing people fall down.
*evil laughs*
wahahaha!

The blade was exceptionally heavy that left bruises on my legs.
awwww.
Proceeded to the beach and chilled, did stupid stuffs.
hahaha.

and home.


Yesterday.
Went IMM for dinner at pepper lunch.
Proceeded to boat quay.

Sometimes, I felt very insignificant.
The fact is that I always put myself into other's shoes and think for them.
But end up, no one actually spared a thought for me. I have strong belief and believe in whatever I do. As long as my conscience are clear, it doesn't matter how people look at me and think about me. But this time, I felt that my kind intentions were being jeopardise. I don't judge people. But one's impression in me will not be influenced by side talks. I observe little things myself. and I really see with my eyes. But apparently, most people are self centered and only think about themselves. I felt even more stupid when people interrogate me. Its like, yeah yeah. Who give me the rights and whatever shit. Why do I even have to answer you? Why don't you even look at the big picture and stop assuming things? It just seemed to me that you don't care how much mistakes you have done. But you just want to pin point at small things that others do.

Hello, you heartbroken? Doesn't mean that you have the RIGHT to be emotional and unreasonable. Do you think you even have the RIGHT to scream and shout at people like mad dog? Well, you were not the only one who is sad, heartbroken. Why do I see pity party within oneself. I'm not saying that everything i say is accurate and definite. But please, it still doesn't mean that the whole world owes you. You yourself knows what went wrong the most. You should to face the reality.

Apparently, you just wanted to vent your anger at someone.

Lastly, I hope you truly understand who are the ones who treat you well. I hope no matter what you do in future, look at the bigger picture. Stop being a typical girl who only think about how people hurt you. Grow up and learn to think rationally and sensibly. Stop being so quick tempered (applies to myself too).

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This person. a man i knew few months ago.
He's a fake freak. He's unreasonable. He's ass. He's big fat liar. He's coward.

I shall start from the first time we meet.
Wait.. his name is Ahpunehneh
1. Ahpunehneh claims that he's rich man's son who has family business of a printing company. When I asked him which company, he said some name which i don't know and whatever lor. I don't work in this line either. My friend then ask him more as her mum needs to print a certain volume of namecard. He then gave super low quote and really present very well as if his dad really owned that company. He claims that he doesn't have to work.
When he said that my heart was "depend on family. useless"
Nevertheless, I still entertained him and somewhat believed him.

2. Later on, he told me he used to gamble and lost lots of money and hence, has to work in his parent "printing company" to ear $1000 a month.

3. When he knew my friend and I was working in a car company, he tried to start a topic with us and ask us to check how much is Toyota MRS. And gave an impression that he really want to buy. Then he and his friends bragged about him taking his BMW or whatever shit deliberately infront of us.

More lies coming.

4. He say again.. that his license got confiscated due to drink driving and he really parked a MRS below his house.

5. He said he was a racer for Ferrari.

6. There was one day when I kind of quarrel with my friend and he like to add salt add oil. like to follow crowd. Although there was already an issue with my friend and I but I all along knew he was the fire starter. Add salt add vinegar.

7. He's a coward because he only want to/will fight with guai guai people. This is an act of a bully!

8. He is childish because he always want to fight, he has a 9 year old kid. Which he is very proud of it. Ok, its definitely good to be proud of your son. but the problem is, he is no capable in looking after his son, throw his son to his mother to look after him. And his son was born out of accident and he is really insensible to get married and gave birth to the kid at the age of 20. Mr Ahpunehneh, I really pity your son.

9. He's childish and immature to get married and divorce twice.

10. He takes his friends for granted. He let his friends pay for almost everything. He is broke but still want to hangout. If his friends or whoever complains anything about it, he says that his friend is not being steady. If any of his friends ever reject his "request" or rather demand, he'll criticise the person saying that he is petty, selfish, not being steady.

11. He ask his friend's gf out because he says another of his friend's car is with him. He misused friendship and the word friend.

12. He borrowed car from his friend and when he says no, he says again "you're not being steady."

13. He wanted to borrow car from another friend an I told him, "you ask him yourself. I'm not sure if he's comfortable to lend." He replied with very confidence tone "He will lend me. He will not be calculative with me" He's right. Under that circumstance, that friend lent that car to him which brought us trouble! The car came back with broken windscreen, lost cashcard, $10+ worth of $1 coins was missing, one of the tyre has slight puncture, whole car was dirty and smelly, the car became a little shaky seems to be the suspension problem. The fuel was full tank that night when he borrow the car, came back in the morning left half tank. And he drove 300kmin one night. When the car came back with so many problem, his friend ask Ahpunehneh, how is it gonna be settled, Ahpunehneh said "calim your insurance lor" He is obviously not talking sense and suspected of taking drugs. This is a real shameful act but apparently he is not remorseful at all. He is shallow. he is superficial. he is dumb!

A normal person will ask him to pay back. and a normal person who spoil friend's thing be it big or small will compensate. So it is only reasonable for his friend to ask him to compensate. And this shameful Ahpunehneh said "I have no money" but had the money to buy drugs. wow! great. Anyway, he dare not shout when we were faced to faced. He called me... and shouted like mad dog.

You are a shameful Ahpunehneh dog. If you don't feel so, I really think that you are 可怜 and 可悲! You have to face the consequences and be responsible for your actions.

If you ever read this post, please do reflect on yourself. And your friends has done enough for you. If you're a man, stand up yourself and stop depending on others.