I really don't know how long can I last. Exams have really been stressful plus many many other things. God, I do not want to lead a simple life but I really don't know what else I can do. After some time, i really can't find my heart anymore. Bitterness just begin to develop within me. Bitter about exams, about people, about friends, about myself, about cg, about God, about school, about studies, about everything.
I can't, I can't do well in anything. I can only face it myself.

And I just hope my insomnia stop tonight.

Labels: cries, help me, prayer, sigh, Spiritual