I am just feeling reluctant.
to blog, to talk, to think, to eat, to sleep.
hahahah!
ok, sound super retarded.

tomorrow is friday again.
and another week past.
i just received my timetable.
and it super slack!!!
i mean slack!
I go to school 3 hours a day, 5 days a week.
anybody has part time job to intro?
i want long term ones.
so i can work during school term.
if not i'll be darn sian and darn broke.

I was reading my past entries from previous years.
and i thought, actually the stuff i used to blog are quite interesting.
especially when it comes to criticizing people.
i actually burst out laughing to myself at McDonald's.
how retarded.
i supposed to be criticizing people but the content is totally funny.

these two days are just bored bored.
interviews and trainings and whatever.
I'm not sure whether this line suits me.
i'm not sure whether i'm in the right path.
i don't wanna waste time.
but when i was about to give up, its just something that tell me give it a try.
no harm anyway.
but, with the time i could do other things right?
no, more like i'll be sleeping at home.
I tried sharing with 2 friends.
but both discouraged me.
and i'm not gonna reveal what i'm doing unless i achieve something.
but apparently, i need alot of discernment in this.
and most people are skeptical about this.
ME TOO....
people only tell me not to waste time in this.
yes, i do agree.
but, there's alot of what ifs inside me.
to find out the answer, i have to experience it myself.
MYSELF.
what people see or they say they see or they say their friends see or they say their friend say they see or their friend's friend see or their friend's friend say they see.. etc ...
may not be true.

so i shall go and sleep now and wake up earlier tomorrow go get down with it!