Kidnap my heart.

AHHHHH

Wednesday, January 21, 200911:32

I can't stand it anymore anymore

can't stand it when i can't online every night!!!

hahaahha..

so i've been hanging out almost everyday.

I'm not gonna rant about where i go and what i do.

well well.. I can't stand it anymore because i haven't been blogging for ages.

and obviously, i think its dying without me knowing.

ok, let's start from don't know when..

I'm attracted to a don't know what guy.

I don't know why am i even attracted to that ...

I want to know the reason too.

ever since then, i wanted to avoid that ...

and act like i didn't say anything.. like nothing happen.

little did i expect ...

我做不到

I wanted to stop myself because I know there is another person involved

and I didn't want to step in and make things more more complicated.

I know how much is your expectations upon her.

so is mine.

Its ok if i'm not your cup

Its also ok if you're attracted to some others

just keep this as a secret.