wahahaha!! I finally felt some connections to the outside world! yeah!!
Comp spoilt for two weeks and so many things happened. My lifestyle seemed to change.
hahaha!
I don't get distracted at night by "de de deng" when I'm studying, I sleep early, I eat lesser!
hmm.. what a healthy lifestyle.

Its been exactly two months but things just doesn't seemed right. I thought things will get better after sometime but I think I'm wrong. Although I seemed to be able to accept everything now but perhaps I'm just avoiding it? I don't want to think about it. There's just no way to be like the past.

Its not that I don't want to do it, but I really don't think I will do a good job.
I just don't have faith.

Anyway, we went Sentosa today. Its darn shiok playing volley with eddie! hahah!
and cable car! hahah!

I know you'll be super angry after reading this post for enjoying myself when you're in hospital right?
you know, I'm really sorry.
hahaha!

Labels: emo, sentosa